I HAVE A SECRETE

This weekend I am in Tahoe for one last boarding trip of the year and I am so excited about it. I am going by myself this time. I figure after the last two weeks of entertaining my brother every minute of every day, constantly entertaining his needs and wants, calls for a few days of piece and quiet on top of a mountain by myself. I have never gone boarding by myself before, but I really wanted to squeeze one more trip into this year before I call it summer. This was a really weird winter for me so I am kinda excited for the season to change. I am excited to get back into the studio and get to it on some crazy fun sexy stuff. I have a lot of new ideas and anal practice I want to show you so I hope you are ready. I have a secrete…. Elegant Angel wants to do my first anal scene soon. you cant tell any one, but I think I am going to take the deal. We will see. I am ready to take it to the next step and I think they are the right people to do it with. I im in negotiations at the moment, so I will have to get back to you on what we come up with, but it looks like it is a go!

Today, after I write this blog I am going to head to the gym, a meeting with my agents about the deal, lunch with a friend and then home to go live as I clean up around here. My brother being here for two weeks really destroyed the place and my thoughts are, what better way to clean it all up then naked for the whole world to see. I am going to admit that I am a bit of a masturbator when I clean… don’t know why, but I am. so don’t miss your birds eye view into my life at home. I have a feeling I will have a male visitor at the end of the day to come finnish me off with his cock, so you better stay tuned to catch it. Don’t worry, if you miss it today, it will all be saved here on the site for my members to watch free any time they want. Love you all and I cant wait to masturbate for you later!

ITS FINALLY OVER

didnt edit this, sry I have lots to do today
God knows I love my family, but shit I am thinking that small doses of family is just enough for me. About two weeks ago my Twin brother came to stay with me for 9 days straight. I took off work and made big plains for us both. His first night here was the the Louisville vs Kentucky final four basketball game that of course we had to watch. We drank the night away and immediately regretted it the next morning when we had to drive to San Diego for our sisters wedding. We spent the rest of the weekend there catching up with cousins, brothers and sisters and even our grandfather too. First thing monday morning we had to get back to LA because we had to get packed and ready for the snowboarding trip I had set up for us both in Big Bear for a few days. I swear I felt like I was surfing on a snowboard it was so slushy, but still fun just the same. We boarded all day long and stopped only to take shots and pictures, it was a blast. At night we were so exhausted from fighting the snow all day that we were out by 9 pm like a rock. We got up and had another go at it the next day and conditions were way way better. They had groomed the mountain so it was much easier and a lot less like surfing. By the time the day was over we were so exhausted and our legs couldn’t take any more so we headed home for a good nights rest in normal beds. I must have slept till one the next day in order for Friday night on the town. We must have hit every bar in Hollywood that night, leaving my brother very tore up! Luckily I had the next day off to because We were seriously exhausted that day too. Im telling you, It isnt easy to be drunk/drinking for a week straight. I mean, my brother and I are twins and all, but we really only have so much in common Any way, we of coarse had to finish up his visit with one last night out on the town. We met up with some friends of mine and headed to what had to be the biggest Asian hang out I have ever seen in my life. We got to see a Dub Step show and it was so kick ass!!!! Unfortunately due to some stupid drama we had to cut the night short, but he had fun any way, so my job was done.
I cant remember the last time I was that worn out from entertaining for so long. Visitors are not exactly my forte. I like doing what I want to do and not having to worry about keeping some one else amused 24/7 for 9 days straight. I must say we did have a blast together and it was great to see and hang with him, but I am happy Its Finally Over.
Now that he is gone my life can go back to normal. I can get back to the gym and back to work. I really really am interested in this school close by so I am excited to get back to gearing up to get enrolled there. Basically I am excited for things to go back to my normal routine! I already kicked it all off with a LONG session with my Hatachi that I missed so much Now it is gym time and lunch with friends. ahhhhh, IM BACK BABY

IM SO HAPPY ITS TUESDAY

holy shit that was the longest visit I have ever had in my life. I was so happy to have my brother come stay with me, but as you can tell he was very demanding of my time and I was unable to get anything done at work. Well, he is gone now and I am back in action. I am sry I have been absent and I promise I am back It is tuesday! what a perfect day to get back to work if you ask me. I am so excited for my days to go back to normal! No more drinking on a Wednesday or any other day for that matter. I miss my gym and my normal day to day routine. Even the routine sex for that matter. I hadn’t gotten laid in over a week and it was time to get that done. I will fill you all in on all the crazy shit that went down tmw morning I promise but for now I have to masturbate, BECAUSE I CAN jump in the shower and then head to set, Im working for penthouse today baby! HAPPY TUESDAY!

WANTING MORE

I figured it out. My whole taking initiative thing that is. I have come to the conclusion that I don’t like giving people something they assume they can have. I like the suspense. Just because I kiss you like there is no tomorrow, does not mean I will bang you imeadetly after. And with that being said just because I banged you once does not mean I will do it again. I guess you could say I am a bit of a tease Now that I think about it, I have always been a tease. I guess for some reason I like that. I remember when I was younger I would always wear tight cloths and short skirts… Just because I dressed like a slut didn’t mean I was one. In fact, I was the last of my friends at the time to kick my Prude ways. I didn’t even start messing around really till I was 19. I feel so bad for my boyfriend at the time (Mo) because we barley fucked and I certainly was not giving him much head. After moving away from him is when I really broke out of my shell. College was an interesting experience in that way, I mean I blew everyone. I guess then the blow job was the tease. I would get the guy alone and make him think he was getting the whole world and then bam, I would leave him only with the blow job. Always leaving them Wanting More.
Lately now that I am in a similar situation I was in when I lived with Mo (only now way less prude) I find that I have already given the guy everything. Bj, Sex, ANAL!!!!… I almost feel like the wanting more has now turned into expecting more and that is what makes me standoffish. Something in me is very twisted in that way! I am thinking this all has something to do with this whole tease thing? You see, even by playing hard to get, I live with the guys, so in my mind it is inevitable that he will get it eventually. Somehow that fact alone kills the suspense to the whole situation. See, I told you … twisted! My current solution to both of our satisfaction is to set him up with a few BJ scenes here and there with smaller companies that will allow new comers. Maybe by these new outlets of pleasure, less will be expected from me, in turn making me want to give it up to him more often. The less expectations on the subject, the more I want to thrive. Twisted hu!???

TAKING INITIATIVE

First I want to say that is a weird word, Initiative…. I feel like ever other letter is an i. any way, I have noticed something about myself. Now that I have found myself in this relationship position, I am having LOTS more sex then I have ever had in my entire life EVER! SM is so full of cum it is crazy. I am talking sex in the morning, at work, when I get home from work, before bed, and some time in the middle of the night and then we start all over again. In all these times I am having sex I am never the one to start it. If it were up to me, I am afraid I would just go to sleep sometimes just as happily without it. I am aware that this whole sex vibe needs to be mutual, and it is not like I don’t like sex, it is just that I guess it has all become so routine. Well, this morning I was determine to switch things up this time and so I jumped him before he could jump me. I climbed on top and caught him off guard for the first time in a while You know how they say, you want what you cant have… well does that work in reverse? You don’t want what you get too much of? Not that the sex is too much, it is just nothing I am concerned about obtaining so I never really put too much effort forward. I realize that must suck as someone in a relationship with me. Every one wants to feel wanted, and I do want it, it is just so routine there is no need to work for it. Maybe if some of the sex between us was taken away I wold work harder for it???? I don’t know, all I do know is I feel bad for not being as motivated as I once was and I am going to do whatever I can to fix that. I am going to tan, fix my body and dye my hair to spice things up a bit and maybe the change will get my juices flowing again. I want to be the one to be Taking Initiative sometimes, and not always the other way around!
I feel like this is a problem a lot of couples have and that is why people end up cheating on each other. God knows I would be devastated if ever that happen, so the time to act is now. I mean this is only the start and all and we have already gotten to this. I am curious to know what other women do to make their man feel wanted and turned on for such a long time. And I will tell you right now, a threesome is NOT the answer. At this point it will only hurt more than help so ill save you the breath. But really though, whats your thoughts?

SEX BLACK OUTS

Florida trip was a super success! Landed and went straight to work with the meet and greet event at the hotel. The weather was so beautiful and all the people were so nice and fun, I really had a blast. Signing all day in the warehouse was a lil hot and drawn out, but always nice to know I will be having new product in stores for you all to pick up. I signed a million posters and DVD’s so be sure to stop into your local store and grab some. My favorite part of the trip was the boat ride as usual. Lots of drinking, lots of dancing and Lots of smoking pot off the back with a few of the girls. I hear at some point the captain asked if something was on fire For the last day I started with a shot of Jamison and a huge joint… I had to do it otherwise I never would have made it through out the afternoon. As things were unwinding at the convention, I sat out by the pool with some of the vendors and shared a few more hours of laughs and good times. Flying home was a bit of a pain in the ass, I will never fly Spirit again! But coming home was totally worth it. My little buddies were so happy to see me, it was quite comforting.
I spent all of the next day sitting on my ass doing nothing. I slept till one and didn’t get dressed ever all day long. I ate foods like macaroni and cheese, I smoked my body weight in pot and watched the entire first season of Criminal Minds on my new couch. I barley checked my phone, I made no progress on putting the rest of my furniture together, and I didn’t unpack a single item… Basically I was just a bum all day long, it was fantastic. If I would have still lived at my old place it would have been a PHO day some time around 5 SM showed up and joined me for a movie. Being that I went the weekend without even masturbating once I was kinda in the mood for an orgasm. I showered because I figured it was the nice thing to do, and then it was on. Go figure the one thing I accomplish in the day is sex… Typical! After him covering my entire body with what looked like several days of cum, we went right back to the couch to watch another movie. My naked body against another naked body only made me want more though! It didn’t take long before I was climbing on top again and going for yet another ride, only this time I was really fired up! I started super slow because I was already sensitive from the time before. I could feel the orgasm coming from a mile away, I went faster and faster harder and even harder before I blacked out. It was like all the light from the room disappeared, there was no sound from the TV any more… the only thing I could feel was that little g spot of mine intoxicating my entire body with the most amazing feeling ever. It is crazy how one little spot on your body can cause the rest of you to flutter. I had to sit spread eagle on the couch for a bit afterwards because even the feeling from closing my legs was too much. Funny how, you go a few days without sex or masturbation and then the next time you get some, you have Sex Black Outs.
Needless to say, after that I was out like a light. I fell asleep on the couch without dinner or anything. When I woke up this morning I was still woosey from my crazy orgasm so I rolled over and went back to sleep for a bit. Now that I am up and ready to start the day, I have lots of stuff to do. I am going to hit the gym and then I am going to, what will hopefully be, the school I am soon to enroll in. I am a lil nervous because my first try at school was not so successful so hopefully this time works out a lot better. I am excite about this because it will be a whole new chapter in my life. After School, I hope to grab Lunch with CECE and catch up on what sounds like a Crazy weekend for her too. Her and another girlfriend of mine got into a fight so a lil friendly comforting seems to be in order. I want to try to hit my laser hair removal too if they are not too busy and then it is tanning bed time because I am white as fuck right now. I am going to try to get all of this done in time to get home and start on dinner around 5/6. Hopefully if all goes well and I can make it happen I will be able to web cam dinner and sex tonight I told you all I was bringing the fun home! Any way, I have lots to do on this amazing TUESDAY so I better get to it. I hope you all have a great day and I will get with you soon!

ANAL SEX BEFORE BED

As you all know I am practicing my Anal sex here at home so I can show you all a flawless performance on screen. Well, last night before bed I was just itching for more practice. Its funny because after the first time I had sex yesterday, when the cock was not too hard and not too soft, I put it in my ass . I like to do that from time to time just see if it will still fit and it did! Afterwards, I went back to my day to day things, made dinner… watched a movie… smoked some pot… then found myself in bed yet again. The thought of that cock in my ass from earlier made me really want to try it again only this time for real! I climbed on top of the o so convenient cock that was next to me and I started to ride. I started first with my vag, I wanted to get it nice and wet for what I was really craving, my ass! Once I was just about to cum, I took the cock out as slid it slowly into a place that is mostly untouched by other people. I started slowly riding at first, but I could not help myself…. It was so hard and I was so wet I just had to ride like there was no tomorrow. I must have cum harder then I have ever cum with a cock in my ass. it was just over and over again one minute after the next. Each stroke sent me further and further into ecstasy. It got to the point that even the slightest thrust was an orgasm…. I had to roll over! It took a second for me to get back into the motion, but once he started pounding my ass as he rubbed my pussy, it was on! There I was cumming all over again! To top the whole thing off, right when he was going to cum, his cock swelled up and I could feel ever drop release inside me making me cum even harder then before.
The event was so epic and so amazing it made me hungry I guess that is how you know it is good! I was craving sweets so I settled for cereal with a hit of honey. I was so exhausted and so worn out that once I hit the bed again, I was out like a light. I guess Anal Sex Before Bed is just the thing you need to insure a good nights sleep. It is now ten o clock and I have already eaten, written this blog and mapped out my entire day. I guess it too is a great way to put a pep in your step the next day as well. Note to self: HAVE MORE ANAL SEX!
Today I have a lot to do including pack for my Florida trip this weekend. I leave bright and early tomorrow morning so I better get a move on it. I hope you all have a wonderful day and if I don’t get back to you in Florida, I will first thing when I return on monday. Holla!

ITS BEEN TOO LONG!

holy shit peeps, I am back! Wow, I am so sry it took so long to get up and running. The move in itself took about 4 days and then once the dust settled it was time to unpack. I tried to get a rush order on the internet installment, but not many people like rushing around here in California. As much as I love the fact pot is legal, it is sometimes frustrating the lack of efficiency that comes with it. But all that aside, I am all settled in, I have a few things that still need to be done (laundry, cleaning) but for the most part its amazing! With my schedule it seemed like I was never going to get everything put away. With all the work and traveling I have been doing over the past few weeks, its a miracle I got it done.
I wish I could sit here and fill you in all the fun details of the weeks past, but being that I too am a stoner, I cant remember all of it So much has happen. I have gained friends and lost quite a few friends as well. I guess this whole new lifestyle upsets those who are not so fortunate for change. Funny how misery loves company is such a true statement. Change is always hard for anyone but when you making those changes for yourself, you kinda forget how others are affected. I cant say I am too offended by the fact people don’t like me because I don’t get wild and crazy and fuck anything that walks anymore. And at the same time I cant say I have been tamed just yet, Im just saying my standards have changed a bit If there is one thing this whole transition has shown me is who my true friends are, and I can count them all on one hand!
My new discoveries have been so amazing for me. I am a lot less stressed about pleasing everyone. I am putting myself first this time, and thought it may sound selfish, it is quit empowering. By no means does this mean I am going to be a bitch, just not care as much about dumb meaningless activities. One activity I recently engaged in however, was amazing! Me and two FRIENDS went to Utah and met up with a few acquaintances for a few days of snowboarding. The terrain was so amazing and nothing like I have ever boarded before. Each run was like an orgasm in itself, holy fuck! I remember as I was ripping down the mountain thinking to myself how its possible I like boarding more then sex, then it hit me… why not have both. Unfortunately no s Man there with us, so no sex. but please believe the moment I was home it was on!
SO…. anyway, I am home now and I am all hooked u to the internet. I cant wait to get you all into my life here at the new place. I am setting my webcam stuff up tomorrow when I get home from work. Maybe a lil shower action will be in order once it goes up? Well, that is if that is something you all would like!!????? I will wrap this up because no one like reading pages and pages of babble, but I just want to say, expect so much activity here on my site that you wont know what to do with. I have been in the studio a lot lately and then the web cams on top of it, soon you will have lots to catch up on LOVE LOVE LOVE and lots of KISSES. it is good to be back, I missed you all.

I Am Sorry!!!

So I have been moving for the last week and haven’t had internet access at all. I am so sorry that i haven’t been posting anything. The beginning of next week I will start posting as I regularly do. Got to go still unpacking boxes.. xoxo

KITTEN KISSES

So I took another vacation for valentines day and it was awesome!. Really it was like a week long celebration full of fancy food, snowboarding, camping, so much sex i was afraid my vagina would fall off, and weed like there was no tomorrow. I guess this was kinda a way of winding down the path I have been on for so many years now. As you all know I am moving… As a matter of fact, last night was my last night in my old place. Me and my little guys cuddled up and watched a movie in my old room for the last time, it was a lil sad. I was hoping my room mate would have been home because It would have been nice to do one last movie night with her before we split, but she had a date. It is a weird think my roommate and I. She is not very happy that I am moving out and on if you may. From day one I have done everything in my power to make sure she is comfortable and nothing happen to fast. I have been prepping her for this day and I think she is going to be just fine. I worry because we are best friends and thought I know it is weird now, I hope we can get back to as close as we used to be before the guy walked into the situation. I am leaving her with practically everything! I mean I am leaving just about everything I bought for the place and it is costing me an arm and a leg, but I feel like it is the right thing to do. I am trying my best to not kick up dirt as this all goes down.
Today I plan on refinishing a few end tables I got and then I start on packing up all my shit. I have so many cloths that I am sure I will be doing this well into the evening. Scarface and Tipsy are going to help me pack and then I am taking them to the new spot tonight for thee first night in the new place. There will be a lot of in and out here at the old place and like I am doing for my roommate I will try to do for them, make this as easy as possible. I realize that I am the one who is forcing all this adjustment on everyone, but there has to be a point where we all grow up and move forward. I feel like if I stayed here and continued doing the same ole thing that I would never go anywhere. I would just be stuck doing the same thing over and over again…
The move not only affects me and my roommate, this will affect you all too. I will be web caming like I had hoped I could from the beginning. I will finally have the privacy and space to allow you all to come check me out at home. I am talking all kinds of fun stuff from my morning masturbations to naked cooking in the evening and even a first hand look at all the wild crazy sex I find myself doing at home. This will be big changes for everyone, but like I said… it will all be for the better. Now, I have scarface at my side and he is nudging me with is soft face against my ear to get up…. His kitten kisses are not as soft as they sound but they sure are cute. I guess this is his way of saying get up and play with me, so I guess I gotta go. I will keep you all posted on all the caming soon to come and I hope you all will stop in to check it out free right here at CharleyChase.com