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ALL POLISH EVERYTHING

well as you know we all just got back from the AVN awards. In the last 48 hours I have managed to tan, get massaged and a body scrub. I got my hair cut and colored a little, I cleaned all my laundry and I have gotten my nails completely redone. Vegas has a way of really putting your body through the ringer. Today, now that all my laundry is clean, I intend on putting it all away and going Cinderella on my entire room and kitchen. I am on a mission to make everything shine!!! When I am done with that, I already cleaned out my car so I will take it to get detailed as well… I am thinking I will finish off my three day project of all polish everything with one more massage. It is important for me to start fresh and clean in order to get things done, well done right I have 7 loads of cloths to put away today and then some with shoes and all so I better get to it. I cant wait to have everything around me including myself sparkle! The feeling of cleanliness is almost as satisfying as sex! The hard part will to be not masturbating every chance I get. For some reason when I spend too much time at home I tend to visit my vibrator every chance I get. wish me luck!

VEGAS

welll well well, another week in Vegas. I promise it is a miracle every time I walk out of that place alive. You see for a girl like me going to vegas is never a good idea, I promise I hate that place. The problem is, every one wants to take a shot with me. I try to say no and then they get upset and than I am the bad guy, so in the end I wind up drunk. I really cant say I am complaining much, its just that it is not an easy thing to do for a week straight. Vegas was Vegas, same story as usual… drinks, parties, sex…. The exciting part to the story is when I got to meet my fans, you all are the best! I especially love those of you that brought me the weed suckers and the candy man with the gummy bears. I know your mother always says not to take candy from strangers, but then again they always said don’t be in porn too, so… yeah. Any way, this year had a great turn out. I thought it was a little weird how it was all split up, but it was cool. I was in the room with all the companies and there were soooo many girls at the booth. One of the girls had the hairiest pussy that I have ever seen in person ever! it really was just like wow and the chick was super sweet. Her along with a lot of industry girls I got to see and meet. I swear sometimes I don’t see girls for months at a time because we are in just different rotations with companies. It was amazing running into everyone, friends and fans alike. I got to smoke pot with some of you, had shots with lots of you and great times with everyone

Superman came out and was my sexy date for the show that I unfortunately won nothing at. Better luck next time:) he and I had a great time and we looked amazing together. There was only so long I could sit at the show thought because I had to get this this party the company brought me was throwing. It was the owners Birthday celebration too so it was important to be there. The night was a bit of a fiasco, but I managed to dance the night away. luckily I got to bed before anything too crazy happen. I spent the entire next day recovering in my room ordering room service and watching the Giants beat the 49ers. As soon as the game was over I packed all my stuff and headed home. I needed to get to my little buddies and my won bed, just away from Vegas. I had such a great time, but really was craving home.

Since I have been back I have been reintroducing food into my diet and detoxing from the liquor. Giving blood to test was so difficult because I was so dehydrated and oxygen depleted. I had to take myself to get a massage, my body needed it so bad. I even walked into the tanning bed because I have many bumps from tables all over my legs, their purple… need to cover those for sure Since I was polishing all my ends I went to get my hair did. I died it and did some fun new stuff to it. I will get a picture for you soon! After that I had an amazing dinner followed by some of the best sex ever followed by the best sleep in weeks. I am up and feeling great about life today. Once I masturbate and smoke one more time I will head to the nail place then the gym. I am super serious about getting back into the swing of things. All the Holidays and AVN always throws me off… Im ready to get back at it the right way baby

sry, couldn’t edit this one… I got lots to do today but thanks again to all the fans, yes GEOF I am talking about you baby! and yeah, have a great day… gotta run!

avn 2012 pictures

It was so great to see you all… here are a few photos of the fun. I have more coming soon i just have to gather them all into one place. tmw I wil post stories of all the fun but you can have these for now.

LAS VEGAS AVN AWARDS 2012

Well this year we are all picking up and moving shop down the street to The Hard Rock Hotel and Casino. It was a good run we had at the Venetian but the time has come to move on to a whole new venue. I must say I am a little excited about this smaller event. I know things will be very different and there will be a lot less people here, but I feel like the intimacy will be nice. I am not sure I will be spending all my time out on the floor with my fans, unfortunately I have to be a part of a display in a conference room. I promise I will be out and about at some point, but it looks like I will be tied down most of the time. I can tell you one thing, You can certainly can run into me around the bar in the lobby hehe well, we got in this morning around 10 and then spent the morning walking around and getting set up. right now I am chillin, smoking in my room as all my phones and camera charge… next I will put a small effort into looking cute for a night of starter drinks with my peeps. I am saving my energy for this weekends craziness. I am so excited about all the fun parties we have lined up… all my girls and all the fun hehe going to be epic!

TIME TO PREP FOR AVN

well the time of year is here yet again. I swear that we were just there a few days ago, I mean at least it seems that way. AVN is one of the busiest most exhausting weeks of my year. Dont get me wrong, I have a great time meeting all my fans and being there representing our industry, It is just non stop for the entire time we are there. I am going to have to pack today because I am not seeing any other time to do so before Tuesday. I still have to find a dress to wear as well :/ I keep going over in my head how it will all play out. Wake up at like 8 am, hit the floor by 10, work my butt off till 4 while meeting fans, back to the room to freshen up till like 6, dinners at 7, party till 11, try to sleep and then wake up and do it all over agin for the entire week. Wow, Im exhausted by just writing the steps down hehe I plain on bringing SOOOOO much pot with me it is the only way I know to keep going strong the entire time. I imagine there will be a few shots with friends somewhere in between and maybe even a pain killer or two, My feet usually kill by the end of the day.

I guess the hardest part is figuring out what I want to wear on the floor each day. I am thinking something classy sexy. maybe a few see through dresses and pasties today since my scene got canceled I guess I am going to go dress shopping for the show. I am up for a few awards, a blow job award in particular that I would love to win. Last year I got Unsung Starlet of the year and that was nice, but this year I would really really like to walk with the Blow Job one. I dont know why, it just wold mean a lot to me. but any way, with that being said I just want to thank all of you for getting me this far, it has been one hell of a ride.

okay, I gotta go now, there is some lady being pulled over right in front of my house and I am totally intrigued… hehe Im nosey sometimes.

X BIZ AWARDS

well we went and we had fun! I cant tell you that I remember much of it but I hear we were all over the place. I must have seen everyone!!!!!!!! hehe I was not up for any awards but I was there to support the biz! we all met up here at my place to start and then we all headed to the hanger in a limo. our drivers loved us because we gave them passes to the vip area and we were chillin! shots after shot after shot and a whole lot of hello’s. I am not sure what time we left but I know only half of us made it back in the limo. I am guessing the rest of them had a much longer night then we did but still it was fun. At some point we ended up in the drive through with the big ass limo. hehehe what a mess. Any way, I spent all of yesterday hung over on my couch and watching movies with superman. I got some amazing sleep last night and now I am ready to rock and rool my way to set. Today I work for Pent house so I am super stoked about this. I am going to smoke a bowl or two and then head over there. I hope you all have a great Thursday and I will be back wit ya soon!

SLEEP SEX

So by now I am used to sleeping next to some one… I have been so anti share my bed with me for ever since I can remember. I mean there were the occasional drunk sleep overs at peoples houses when i woke up not knowing where i was. And those times waking up at Mr Lay it downs house still drunk and ready to party some more, but that was all just a phase. Even once I got my two little buddies I had a hard time getting used to there little bodies next to me. Once they got older and full size I even upgraded to a California king size bed so we could all three curl up comfortably together. The funny thing is, even with all that room in my bed I hold Scarface like a little Teddy bear and Tipsy sleeps on top of my feet. So much for spreading out anyway, it seems like the moment I got used to there little selves I found myself a much bigger bunk mate. Once superman started becoming a consistent thing I had to adapt to a whole new kind of sleeping.

So as if the warm body next to me wasn’t hard enough to adapt to, now try adding a hard cock to the equation. See, you men are more then I can understand sometimes. Every time the guy wakes up he finds himself with a super rock hard cock that he wants me to do something about. I’m so used to falling asleep and staying asleep all night until the morning. I don’t have sleeping problems!!!!!!!! I’m all over sex before bed, it makes me have pleasant dreams but this guy wants to wake up in the middle of then night and fuck and again around 7am and then once again around 10am to fuck all over gain. It’s too much. I mean right? I promise I have a very strong sex drive, but good god that is a lot! I guess my biggest thing Is getting used to breaking my sleep up for vigorous activity.

It’s exhausting being woken up every three hours to be fucked each night. I am finding myself super sleepy and unable to get that super deep sleep that I love so much. I mean I feel like I am training for some sex marathon or something. You know how boxers wake up at all hours of the Night to train, I feel like I’m doing that too only with sex. YeAh I guess it’s good for me as far as exercise goes but I’m a little worried aBout being over sexed if that is possible. On top of all that sex I am having at home, I then take myself to work for another round only this time with some one less amazing. My body is handling it, but I’m not sure for how long. How many times does your cock get hard in a day? How many times do you fuck your girlfriend each day? Am I just being a little bitch about it or is it really my job to be on call 24hours for my mans penis? All i want to do is sleep at night and fuck in the day. Is that too much to ask for? I need your help on this one guys and gals!

GOOD OLE FASHION MIND BLOWING MECHANICAL ORGASM

Sometimes I wake up in a bad mood. I know it sounds very unbecoming of someone who has sex for a living, but yes it is true, sometimes it happens for no reason at all. Maybe the woman in me that makes me feel this way or just because I didn’t sleep well, but either way today was one of those days. I woke up a lil hot and having to pee like crazy. I sprang out of bed and fed my little buddies and went to the restroom before climbing back into bed. I guess it was some time around 10:30 when I woke up. Luckily I have a job that allows me to go in late sometimes so I have a while to chill here and get it together. I made a phone call to Superman and dealt with him for a few minutes and I noticed that I was cranky… I was short on the phone and I didn’t really feel like talking any more so we hung up and I told him I would call him later when I am feeling better.

So I hung up the phone and instinctively rolled over and reached for my hatachi. As a pot head you would have thought I would have said I reached for the bowl, but it wasn’t… I went straight for my vaginas favorite toy.
I like to start on its lowest setting and move into the stronger vibrations as the sensation progresses. You see, one thing I have learned about myself and orgasms is, I like them to cum on slow. I hate when people try to vibe you out in a matter of seconds. For me it feels best when it comes on slowly, so that is exactly what I did. I took it one small sensation at a time. People always ask me what I think about when I masturbate, but really I just focus on how good it feels and the last time I felt this way and then BAM>>> orgasm hehe it felt soo good. I feel like all my bad energy released and I instantly felt better. Don’t get me wrong I had a great orgasm on Supermans cock last night, but some times I guess I just need to do do it myself. Its an independence thing knowing I can still make myself feel that way and its important to me for that to be the case.

My hatachi lives on one side of my beda and my computer and bowl live on the other side. I rolled one way and got an orgasm and then rolled the other way and got super stoned. I met myself back in the middle to take it all in and it was great! Who would have known a good ole fashion mind blowing orgasm would have done the trick. I feel a million times better and am ready to get up and get going. I have lots of errands to do before I hit the Puba Studio. Today I am doing intros to my movie and I think I will go for a ride on the Sybian too hehe I am going to take my cams with me so you all can watch all the fun. Today is just a mechanical orgasm kind of day. I hope you all get yours at some point to day too. I feel amazing and I just may go another round before I get out of my bed CARPE ORGASMS

IT STARTED WITH MUSHROOMS :)

2012. well That is the first time I have had to write that down on paper for the very last few moments of the year I was tripping on mushrooms and for the first few moments of the year I was still tripping pretty hard. I had a great time hanging with a small group of friends and just having a good ole time. Nothing too crazy, just a few mushrooms and a few shots and bam… it was a party. We did aa lil practice run the night before and that went well so for the new year we stepped it up a notch and really had some fun. Somehow we made it back to my place late that night and kept the party going all the next day with a bottle of Jameson. This was a great thing because we were out of the public eye and in the safety of my own home. It took all of yesterday to recover and get back to real life but it was all very much worth it. My roommate made her amazing home made chicken noodle soup and we just vegged out the day away on the couch watching movies and smoking pot… I swear it works every tiem after a long escapade of craziness.

I cant say I really made any new years revolutions, but I do have a few goal in mind. I am thinking about going to school maybe. I kinda want to find a place to move out to on my own. I feel like I have had a roommate all my life and for once I would like to see how well I can handle things on my own. I am thinking that this year I want to try to get out more and do me things. I spend a lot of time working and sometimes I feel like it is lil overwhelming. On constant call is not easy and in this line of work, that is how it is. of coarse I want to be able to budget better and save more just like any other american out there. I want to do the gym better and really start taking better care of my body all around. I do realize this will mean cutting back even more on the Liquor and I am okay with that. My progress so far has been great and I feel like with the right encouragement I can be awesome!

Needless to say my house is a lil wrecked from all the commotion that has been going on around here, so today I will be cleaning again. I am excited to get everything put away and just relax one more day before this crazy year really kicks in. Maybe tonight after I get everything all cleaned up and organized again I will cook a yummy dinner and just kick it with my romie for a change. I can tell you one thing… I am not getting out of this bed until I am super stoned and fully satisfied if you know what I mean ( wink wink ) hehe hope you all have a great day and an even more awesome year!