Browsing all articles from September, 2011.
SMURFIN then HOMEWARD BOUND
First I want to say that I loved that movie, Homeward Bound… o and Milo & Otis for that matter… great movies of the past! hehe any way, I am super stoked about all the construction here at CharleyChase.com I am still getting a few of the details worked out. In the mean time, I am headed home for a week with the fam. I cant wait to see my mom and MO most of all!!! It has been since march since we have been together in the same room so I am almost jumping out of my skin at this point just to get there. My weekend will be full of girl time with my mom and her girlfriend and he girlfriends daughter, but the nights will be full of friends and fun. I plain on doing lots of shopping at the St. James art fair along with a few local spots on Bardstown Road. I am also super stoked to see fall. It is a season we barely get here in Cali, so it will be nice to have a bit of a change in view
For now, I am going to rub one out… jump in the shower… hit the bong… then I am off to my last day on the Smurf set for Hustler. I took a few pictures yesterday on set.. check them out! o yeah.. please let me know what you think of the new lay out and pictures and stuff. I would love some constructive criticism from you all so I can make this place everything you want it to be!
xoxox for now. Carpe Diem!
A WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE
Well, it certainly has been an interesting past week!!! I am happy I was able to help as little as I could and I really hope it all works out for every one involved. With that being said, that is not the only thing that has been going on in my life lately. For some reason I have been having crazy crazy dreams. It is so funny because it is not like, with all the work I have been doing, I have even been able to get much sleep, but when I do… my dreams are cray intense! They are so vivid and life like it is like I am living a whole other life in my sleep. I find myself walking the street tucked into this mans arms. We are walking through Hollywood holding hands with clubs aligned on either side.. we walk right past them as we are engaged in each other just talking away about god knows what. I find myself rolling around in these mysterious sheets with this man and him kissing all over my body. Candles are flickering in the back round and we have sex like we were in some slow motion movie. In my dream I don’t want to be anywhere or do anything else but be around him. It is nothing but long conversations in bed together and a lot of him staring at me in silence. When I ask him what he is thinking, he continues to tell me how amazing he thinks I am. for the most part I can’t really make out what we are talking about, I just get this feeling/tingle inside my heart as I soak in the moment.
It was not too long ago I was, what I like to call, an alcoholic
hehe I am still know to throw back a few when the time is right, but that is just it!!! I don’t drink any more on the week days for no reason!! Just because I am board and want to socialize or because I have had a rough day or even when I have had a great day, I stay calm and smoke it out
It was a hard thing for me to turn around and it definitely didn’t happen over night. Getting to the place where I am now was probably one of the toughest things I have had to do in a while. I still have a ways to go, but like I always say… one step at a time:) I was so into drinking and being the life of the party, I didn’t know any other way to be. Now I just keep myself busy with work and with friends that are a better influence then the ones I had before. I am kinda getting the feeling that this mysterious man in my dreams is real and I am right around the corner from running into him. Now, I am headed home this week so I will see mo and maybe that is why all these thoughts are stirring in my head… My first boyfriend, who the man in my dreams reminds me of, contacted me and told me he was getting married in October and that could have something to do with it??!!? either way, my new goal is to turn into that girl I am in my dreams… I want to be the calm collected and in control like the girl I am when I am with this mysterious man.
It will be a whole new adventure for me to become that person, but I am excited to take on new goals and a new direction. I have a lot of great things coming up and I feel really good about all of it. I am still working on the redesign to the site and I am testing out a few new hobbies, so even when I am not working, I keep myself busy. Besides, it is snowboarding season so I am about to be all about that, I cant wait to hit the mountain!! for now I am going to masturbate one more time in bed and then Im up and out to set. I have two scenes today, tmw, and one scene before my flight to Louisville for the week. I am excited to head home and see my family and frieds. I will be hitting up the St James Art Fair with my mom (a tradition of ours to go together each year) and relaxing by the river and fish some. I need a break from this crazy fast world in front of cameras and interviews. Needless to say I will be smoking LOTS of pot and just take it easy. I hope you all have a great day and like the first part to my redesign thanks to PUBA.
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PUTTING THE FIRE OUT
http://www.myfoxla.com/dpp/news/local/charley-chase-dont-blame-firefighters-20110923
Well this has definitely been a crazy ride this whole fire truck thing…. I mean, for something that happen so long ago, people really seam to be interested! Over the last few days, ever since the original story eared, I have been extraordinarily caught up in the media telling my side of the story. The first to contact me was Fox11 news asking if we could meet later in the evening outside my agency’s (Type 9 Models) party at the Highland. They were interested in the post story blog I had written that morning apologising to the fire fighters. After chatting a bit with them I went on about my night and then hit the gym this morning. Some time during my work out Fox11 contacted me again asking if I had time to come in to talk about the issue on the 5 o’clock news… Of coarse I was totally down and even though it took me forever to get there, it was such a great experience. They were so fun and so nice and so professional, it truly was something else. I got there right in time for the show and was live in no time. After my bit they gave me a tour of the offices and behind the scenes of it all, it was just so cool! By far way more awesome and laid back then I expected, I hope I get to go back one day for sure!!!!!! After that I went to meet up with channel 4 and channel 9 news and share some thoughts with Those nice people as well.
It has been a full afternoon surrounding the whole thing and at the moment I think I could answer questions about that day in my sleep. All day long, every detail of every minute of that day have been replaying over and over again in my head. I wanted to be prepared to answer anything, so needless to say I am refreshed completely on what really happen.
I guess my part in this, or the important part to this whole thing is, the fire fighters are not to blame. Channel 4 news played it out to look like the fire fighters that day were some how in volved in the footage and they weren’t. Yeah there is a shot of them in the distance when we first got there, but we didn’t hit the truck till much later in the day. The entire event was spur of the moment and not plained in any way. In closure, I again just want to appologise to the men and women involved in the film and I really hope it all works out for the best. All my love and kisses…. Charley
O yeah, if you want to check out my interview here is the link… Holla
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MY APOLOGIES TO THE FIRE FIGHTERS….
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Check it out! I was involved in a scandle… hummmmm who would have thought! hehe
I just want to say that I am soooo sorry to the fire fighters involved. it was not my intentions for any one to get hurt or fired or whatever. I am not sure why news reporters are resorting to porn to make there stories these days, but shit… it was a fun day! The Fire Fighters watched me stroll the beach from a distance, but were NOT involved in us invading the truck. I love how news people bend and twist the stories they report to better suit there point. As I said before… there was no set up to that day at all and I tried everything I could to let that be know. That was almost three years ago and it is crazy stupid that this is a problem now. I have had Fire Chief’s come to my house, reporters contact me, and a strange amount of harassment from them both. There has been all kinds of crazy aftermath from that day and in all actuality it was a brief moment of fun. Video has a way of making time seem longer then it really is and unfortunately, in this case, it is used for the worse. I am excited for it to all blow over… Especially for the fire fighters case. I never got to meet any of those men that day, but I sure do hope they don’t hate me or porn for what happen. Again, I am super sorry to all of them involved and I promise to keep the fun we have in the future our dirty little secret.
NEW YORK WEEKEND PICTURES
I love NEW YORK CITY. I LOVE my New York City friends more than I love most people period. I always have the best time and they always look out for me in every way, just super awesome. The game was the highlight of my weekend by far, but chilling all over the city and shopping was really great too. Being able to step away for a few days was great too. I feel like I was able to figure a lot of things out and further help with my path of corrections. I will blog abut all that later, but for now have some pictures!
LOVE you all muah.
STEP BACK
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So for the past few years I have only ever had to answer to one person…. Myself! I have done what I want, when i want with who ever I wanted to do it with…. I remember when I lived at home in Louisville while I was dating Mo and living with him, every story would start with “me and Mo this, or me and Mo that” there was never I, me, my. After a while I guess I grew tired of that so I left and ventured out to make my own stories by myself. I have been doing just that ever since and it has been great. I remember it took me a while to get used to being alone and independent, but eventually I got the swing of things. I guess you could say now my situation is reversed. I am now kinda kickin it with this guy and he wants to see me all the time. He wants to call me on the phone and talk about our days, text me throughout the afternoon, wake up next to me in the mornings, and just be together a lot, and that’s fine and all, I am just not used to it. I don’t know how I feel about the whole thing really… I mean, I like the guy a lot and I do like what we are building, but I am not sure I can handle the whole checking in and keeping tabs of each other thing. I am such a free spirit and I am just a go with the flow kind of girl, that this may be extra tough for me.
I feel like he and I have been spending more time involved with each other than I have with any one but my room mate in years! I think it is the concentrated attention form one person that has me all shaken up. I am used to attention from men for my body and what ever sexual favor they think they can get from me, but this is different. This guy holds me and kisses me and touches me simply to please me. I don’t think I have ever seen him take something from me like a kiss or any time we have sex it is all about me and not for his own benefit… I mean of coarse he gets off in the end too, but all he wants to do is please me. I know some of you are like, well that should be normal, but let me tell you what, the guys I have been with in the past are generally selfish when it comes to stuff like that! Clearly I am not good at being the center of some one else’s world… It makes me nervous and uneasy for some reason. He wants to talk about personal stuff and I just lock up. It is not like I don’t want to let him in, but the things he has to say are generally more interesting. Besides, I just don’t really know how to trust very well. Not that I think he will take my back story and hold it against me or judge me, I just don’t think some of it is relevant for him to know at this point. I have always been a big fan of the phrase “one step at a time” but usually I use that for changing bad habits. Lately I am discovering that I seem to feel the same way about accepting new and good habits too. Right now I am on a flight from LA to NY for the weekend as I write this blog. I have a few shoots to do there this weekend and some old friends to catch up with while I am there. I have tickets to the J E T S game Sunday and I plain on enjoying some fashion week shopping as well, so I will be plenty busy to keep me distracted. I am traveling all by myself as usual so in a way I kinda have my freedom back. I am taking advantage of this trip to take a step back and get a view of this craziness from the outside looking in. A few days of hanging around the last guy I had an intreats in (the guy i used to tour with) will hopefully help me see/compare What has my attention so locked in on this new guy. He and I will be spending a lot of consecutive time together at the first of next month after all my trips, so I think it is best for me to get a handle on this situation now before I am right back in the thick of it all. I know that he is what I asked for, but now that he does exist I don’t know if I can go through with it. |
MANY MORE GOOD BYE’S TO GO
So my situation is this… I am a gipsy woman and I always have been. every since I was a little girl I have been the kind to want to get up and go at the drop of a dime. The simple thought of going somewhere new and far excites me like no other. Mo can tell you all better than anyone!!! no matter how much I loved him and still do, I had to go! I left home when I was young and I have been on the move ever since. People ask me all the time if I ever see myself moving back home and continuing the life I left so many years ago and it stumps me every time. As much as I would love to be near my family and have Mo back in my day to day, but I just cant see it happening. There are so many other places in the world I want to see that I have not been to yet!!!! I was always taught to keep moving forward and to never look back and moving home just seems like a step in the wrong direction.
The real thick of my problem hits a lil more closer to my home here in Cali. I am now seeing this guy that is just amazing! He is so wonderful and I love spending time with him. I love sleeping with him and I certainty love waking up next o him there is just one problem….. I know this is not my last stop in life. I just know that, after porn I will find myself in some other country somewhere in the world very far away from the kind of life he may be thinking he will have with me here. For some reason I do it to every one I care about. I leave…. I live the life, learn as much as I can, naturally resolve the relationship, then pack up everything I own and head out into another new life somewhere else. I have always been this way. Maybe it is I am afraid of commitment, or maybe it is just because I am an explorer, who knows!!! I live my life for the thrills and any new experience I can get myself involved in each day. I really do fear leaving this world with out trying everything and going everywhere.
I have already lived learned and moved on so many time in my 24 years of life, I can only imagine how many more goodbye’s I will be handing out before it is all over. At this rate and the consistency of my previous actions, I can imagine there will be plenty more goodbye’s to go, even after this new guy and the guy after that!!!! It is a shame too you know, I don’t quite know how to break this down to the guy… any suggestions?
and of coarse I may just be stoned and talking out of my ass… I don’t know! I may be able to settle earlier than expected, but I highly doubt it! ?????
A WEEK OF MY LIFE
This week was full of all kinds of craziness! It started with the holiday and my god, that was crazy! I worked Tuesday with Manuel Farrara’s wife then headed to the nail salon where I was bombarded with phone calls about my girlfriends terrible day. I finished as fast as I could ad then rushed home to meet her so she could tell me all about it. The drama was a little too much so I had a friend come rescue me from the rescue party
I tend to not be good at “girl drama” I just don’t seem to relate very well, thats all. Any way, my friend and I then went to grab him some food and catch a late showing of Thirty Minutes or Less. As we sat and ate we were talking and it must have been something I said… some thing along the lines of I will be just fine when and if he has to go away for three months to boot camp for his work. I guess he took that as I don’t care about him the way he cares about me and then he was sad the entire night long. Instead of watching the movie he watched me watch the movie. He stared at me almost the entire night long, not saying many words, just sad.
Now Im not the emotional type at all. In fact, my new friend keeps telling me Im like a steal box that is imposable to be let into, so with that being said, I didn’t do well in that situation either. Here I am escaping from one problem about my girlfriends feelings, and now the guy that rescued me wants to talk about his feelings!!!??? just not my night hu!? Well once we got home we came to my room and we talked and nothing I could seem to say would make the guy feel better so we just got to sleep. I wake up in the morning with him on top of me and we have sex and then he leaves to go to work. That same morning I went to the gym and ran into my girlfriend and we talked about our guy problems and there I was finally able to laugh the matter off, it felt nice. I spent the rest of that afternoon getting some errands done and then met back up with my friend to resolve the issues he had. I told him that we have only been chilling for a month or so now and that he needs to slow down with the emotional stuff. I am an independent girl and I have been for years, I already know the love of my life and if he wants us to be able to be friends, he cant get attached to me like that. He apologized for his actions and then helped me pick out a new TV for my room and then we called it a night.
The next day I had to work my little butt off… I had two sets to be on and my goodness the day was long. Finally when I got off set, I came home and packed an over night bag and headed out to my friends ranch for the night. We went to grab dinner then came back to his place and watched a movie as we cuddled up on the couch. I slept so well in that bed, the next morning I woke up at 8 ready to rock and roll all day long!!! We played around in the bed for a little while in the morning then we all had to get up and shower for work. I was shooting content at the ranch all day for Charleychase.com so it was quite convenient . Unfortunately we only had time to fit one girl girl scene in because I had to get back to the Valley to meet my friends to head out to the Yankees vs Angels game with some girl friends. The game was fun but the bars afterwards were even more fun! We drank and danced the night away without over doing it!!! I got home at a descent hour and got some descent sleep. I spent all of yesterday in bed watching movies and listening to the thunder as it rumbled outside my window all day long. I chose not to go to my friends 40th b day because I wanted to stay out of trouble. As hard as it was, I managed to do it and I woke up this morning thankful and feeling great. I am now going to chill a bit at m house and watch some football before I have to head to another set out in Santa Barbra. I am expecting this to be a long night at work so I am gonna catch up on my rest now. I hope you all had a great week and I promise this week I will be more on top of my blogging game! Carpe Diem my friends and till next time, keep it sexy! muah!
Sry, no edit on this one, I have a joing already rolled and in my hands ready to smoke
holla
UPDATE
update: I am sry I have been a bit absent again lately… I have been wrapped up with a lot of adjustments in my life and I am just trying to fall into a new schedule and things. I promise tmw I will be home all day and I will fill you in on whats up. I do have a two hour drive tonight that I may be able to put a few words down for you all, but if not… I will get to it tmw for sure! I have a lot of new and fun things to let you all in on, so be sure to get back here and check out the details. LOVE you all!!! xoxox























































