Browsing all articles from September, 2011.

IM NERVOUS!

This is probably the last blog I will be writhing until next week around Monday or Tuesday. I am plaining on getting up in a minute or to and jumping in the shower to start my day. I imaging that I will get dressed, grab food, the head to the Liquor store. I  for-see myself coming home and smoking a few joints and then getting ready for the weekend. I am going to head out tonight as a warm up for the damage I am going to do the rest of the weekend.  I am crazy excited and well prepared to go balls to the wall for a few days straight, I just have to try to keep it under a little control. I am nervous for tonight because I am all on my own. When I say that I mean none of my girlfriends are comight out with me… I am sure I will meet up with some friends somewhere in the night, but I am going to start the night solo. I am nurvous and excited about this. I love to mingle with strangers and meet new people. Some people cringe at the thought of going out on there own, but is it weird that I love it. I think it is the thrill of not knowing what will happen, who I will meet, and what we will do is what gets me. I know it is probably not the safest thing to do, but its not like I am going to go to some creepy place with creepy people. I am most likely going to end up at some bar in a costume and just chillin on the super low. My girl friends will all be done working some time around mid night, so I just have to stay simi sober till then and then I will be all good. As far as the rest of the weekend goes, I will not be attending any Porn Parties… I refuse to party with the people I get paid to be around  and sleep with on a holiday. I will not be attending any swinger parties, because I think they are disgusting and pointless. I will never understand swinger parties… I mean, do you people really have to schedule your parties around sex… isnt that a given after any party already? I mean I sure as fuck get laid after every party I go to and I didn’t have to plain it out!  I feel like swinger parties are for people who cant get some on there own, so they go because it is a given there will be people there willing to sleep with you there. And for those of you that can’t get laid at a swingers party, than maybe you just shouldn’t be having sex at all! Well any way, I hope every one has a safe and exciting Holiday weekend. I know my ass sure will. I hope every one has lots of sex with people dressed as other people, thats always fun! I am sure I will have plenty of fun stories to tell when I get back to my computer on monday. kiss kiss to all

HALLOWEEN HISTORY

Halloween has been an interesting holiday for as long as I can remember. I have many crazy super fun experiences partying in all kinds of places with all kinds of people, and I also recall being arrested one Halloween. I have dressed up in so many things in the past, it is crazy. I remember so far back when I was crazy young, my teen age years, my college years, house parties, pimps and hoes parties, tons of drugs, lots of sex, Vegas, Atlanta, California, Florida , New York, all the candies to all the alcohol and again, lots of sex! When I was a little girl I used to dress up in cute Disney costumes and princess dresses… Than later it was as little cloths as possible. That all changed around the 6th grade when all of a sudden I had huge boobs and was just getting into drinking.

For some reason this time of year always reminds me of doing lots of Blow. The first line I ever took was on a Halloween night with a guy name Court ( who I was crazy hot for). I Drank, smoked, did coke,took E  and had sex all in that Halloween night. I believe that night was a huge turning point in my life. I remember feeling so great and I enjoyed my night so much, that things were never the same after that. I remember me and my best girlfriend were both dressed as condom  fairies who handed out condoms. I remember everything about that night for some reason…. I mean considering all the toxins I put into my body at such a young age its quite impressive. I remember how cold it was that night; how cold it was that entire winter for that mater. It snowed so much and the colder it got, the more blow me and my friends seemed to do. I have no idea how we managed it, but we all went to school and had jobs, and still consumed a bunch of drugs that year. There were pills of all kinds and so much drinking, we were crazy. I know my life now as a young adult seem crazy, but I have to say, when I was a teenager things were a lot more crazy. I would like to say that when spring hit, all the partying stopped, but it didn’t! We all definitely slowed down, but it would be another five years until I could kick the cocaine on a regular basis along with all the other drugs.

I am not sure if I should call that particular Halloween my favorite or not. I guess it just depends on the way I look at it. It definitely was a stepping stone to an entire different life than I was living at the time. It was so sinful and fun, that all I wanted was more. More parties, more drugs, more sex, more fun… I wanted more of it all, and that is exactly what I got. I lived the life ever since and it was exactly what I wanted. That Halloween has brought me to some cool places, and some not some cool places too.  I wouldn’t take any of it back in a million years nor will I ever forget that night. I am interested to see what impression this Halloween will leave on me. Who knows, I may walk away from this Halloween whole new person again.

GET MY SHIT TOGETHER….? MAYBE ONE DAY…!

Well, this weekend in Seattle I managed to loose my wallet for the billionth time. It seems I cant go anywhere with out leaving something behind. I used to think it was because I was usually drunk when it happened, but lately, I am just losing things left and right. I cant even tell you all how many cell phones, Ray Band sunglasses, and digital cameras I have bought over the summer alone.I am sure It amounts to one months rent and maybe even more! This is not a new thing thought, I have been this way all my life. I remember as a little girl my parents would make me hold onto little things like rings, or a necklace for a month before I could be “responsible”  enough to get my ears pierced. I am not sure why I think I will be able fo fix this one day, but I tell you one thing, it surly does help in keeping life interesting. I believe that karma plays a big role in life. Every time I lose something it usually causes me to stress and some times scramble to make shit happen. I believe that for all the stress from the challenges lost items cause will come back to me in some other good way.( i.e. safe plane rides, good health, good friends, loving family, you know, the “lil things in life”) Not to mention, landing in N.Y. with no cell cause I left it in the car in Cali, or trying to fly with no ID’s Because I lost my wallet in Seattle, or maybe like the time I left my camera on the top of the mountain on the first day of the trip, always makes for a very heightened since of excitement. As if each of my adventures aren’t exciting/ challenging enough already, I seem to frequently find ways to spice things up even more. I can honestly say there is never a dull moment in my  life for sure! Some people tell me I need to get my shit together… and I always tell them no thanks… Maybe one day!

In conclusion, I just ordered another Arizona ID on line and I canceled all my cards and reordered new ones. I will be headed to the DMV tomorrow to re order my Cali ID and I will be back on track by Thursday! All in all, It did cause a few challenges over the past few days, but it was nothing I couldn’t handle. Besides, Everything will all be fixed and as good as new by tomorrow afternoon. ’

I GOT IT FROM MY DADDY

I am one of 10 brothers and sisters… My father was a very very busy man in his day. Sometimes I wonder if my father and I shared the same inner sex drive. It seems he also enjoyed having multiple sex partners in different places. He was good at adapting very well to the type of partner hi was with. He was controlling, yet submissive, and he was constantly looking for new ways to pleasure some one. (or so y mom tells me) Some how he was able to maintain several relationships all at once, which I believe is one of my specialties’ ! I am told that he was a very genuine and loving man to all his pears and family. The more I hear about him, the more I realize that he and I are very similar to each other. My mom tells me that he was quite the exhibitionest, and a voyer when it came to there sex life, as am I….  It makes me wonder if it is the Puerto Rican blood in us or if it is some hereditary gene to be such sexual creatures that started somewhere in our family. I have always said that I am most like my mother, but the more and more I piece together about my dad, who I only met once, the more I think I get it from my daddy!

Well either way, I spent the weekend in Seattle and it rained the entire time. My brother from the set of twins that is a year older than me and my twin, got married. (if that makes since) It was great to see the rest of my family. For the first time 9/10 of my siblings were in the same place at the same time all doing the same thing. We hung out all weekend long and did cheesy family stuff together, which was cool. I told my oldest brother that I would try to make it back out to Seattle for the football game in December, but that is quite a ways away, so we will have to see. I am finally home and I don’t have any plans on leaving this state until the 11th of next month. I have been traveling sooo much over the past few months that my body cant even tell what time zone to adjust to. I have an audition to get to at 1:30 today and then I have the rest of the day to myself. I plain on celebrating this TUESDAY of a day with my best friend Playboy later and maybe even meeting up with Mr.Lay it down late tonight. I am stoked to be home…. it feels great knowing I dont have to unpack, do laundry, and repack just like the story of my life has been for a few months now. So any ways, have a great day and I will hit u all tomorrow with all the juicy details of the trouble I find tonight.

TUESDAY CONFUSION

Today is Tuesday and it is my favorite day of the week so you would think I would be in party mode, But Im not…. I am on Penthouse set today and I am not sure what I want to do with my evening. I am thinking that I want to just chill at home with my room mate and smoke, but at the same time I want something more. I have a few options on other things to do, but I am not sure if I am feeling up to all of it. There is this one guy I could get super fucked up with and eventually bang before the night is over. I could hang with Mr. Lay It Down and have crazy amazing sex all night while getting fucked up. I also have a guy friend who I really need to catch up with at Off Kilt. I have this other guy I have been fucking over the weekend, my fire fighter friend, girls night, meet some one new…  I just don’t know what to do…. All of these guys are the source of my Tuesday confusion. I need help with my decision! I don’t have to work tomorrow so I know I can go balls to the wall if I want. hummmffffff! what would you do if you were me?

WAY MORE THAN I EXPECTED

In conclusion to my last blog, I finally had round two last night, and it was way more than I expected!  First I should tell you; I spent the afternoon getting my life in L.A. all straightened out, it has been two week since I had been here last. My roommate and I went to the Pumpkin Patch at Pierce College and picked out soooo many cool pumpkins and decorations for our house. When we got home we cleaned the house a lil and placed pumpkins everywhere, it looks so festive! It has been over cast and cool here in California for a few days so we made soup for dinner accompanied by a bottle of wine. By the time I jumped in the shower I was a lil buzzed and in a fantastic mood due to such and awesome day. I did my girl thing to the fullest: shaving, blow drying, oils, lotion, a lil make up, perfumes, high heels, and a soft cute shirt for some one to rub on. Earlier that day he (round two guy) and I decided we wanted to go see Jackass in 3D so I had my girl friends go early and grab us all seats. I got a phone call around 7:30 and it was him saying he was at my gate…. I went to let him in and he immediately greeted me with an amazing kiss. I brought him into my house for a glass of wine as I rolled a blunt before we headed out to the movie. On our way there we were talking, and its funny because I caught myself in a “respond only” mode. ( when you just kinda politely rebuttal the entire conversation) I have no idea what we talked about because I was so distracted on how good looking he was. I tried to focus, but flash backs of how big his cock was kept distracting me. We got to the movie just in time and really enjoyed it.

We grabbed drinks at the Rack  sports bar and then shortly after  headed back to my house. We smoked a joint and had another glass of wine while snuggled up on my couch watching a movie. He started rubbing my back and it felt so good that I had to take him to my room for a more private rub down:) I am not really the sentimental kind of girl who gets caught up, but it was really quit perfect what happen next! He started rubbing my back slowly and then lightly kissing it even slower. He flipped me over and slowly explored the front of my body in the same manor. I almost got off on the way he started with his hands and ended with kisses. It was intense!!!!  After that I guess something just switched in my head. I was craving to suck his cock and do way naught things with him. We had crazy amazing sex just how you would always imaging it to be. I feel like it was like a dream…. It all started so slow and warmed up to this choked out, smacked in the face, held down on the bed, and forced to cum  kind of situation. It was like I said, he was WAY MORE THAN I EXPECTED. He and I were both paralyzed next to each other for quite a while. We hung out and talked for a while as we laid naked in my bed next to each other. We both got in the shower and washed ourselves off each other and then went back to my bed and flirted a bit more before he headed out. He had such the perfect timing because I am the kind of girl who definitely needs a lot of space. I am not a fan of guys staying over with me and I don’t like it when guys constantly check up on me. So far this guy has been good at both and he is great in bed. At this point he is making it hard to ever forget again what it is like sleeping with him. This second time he really made quite an impression  on me. I wish there were more guys like that floating around in California… They sure  would get laid a LOT!

WAITING FOR ROUND TWO

I Know this may sound a little redundant, nut I don’t remember much of this weekend at all! the last clear thing that I remember is being at Page71 on Ventura and I was taking another double shot of Jager. I was out with my room mate and we were just kinda bar hopping. We realized that we knew the bar tender there, so I guess we stayed all night long. I remember my guy friends coming and meeting us, but that is about it. I was told we left around 1 and I gave him a blow job the whole way home. He said we started fuking the second we walked into my house and it was all he could do to get us into the room so he cold take me down in the bed. When I woke up the next morning my room was a wreck and my cloths were everywhere. The best part was I was all alone! I don;t know it this is weird, but I love it when they (who ever i am fucking that night) leave before the next morning… I guess I just don’t like dealing with people the moment I wake up, so it is nice to have the mornings to myself .I called him soon after being awake and he told me all about it. I told him I didn’t remember any of it so he need to come back over and we can redo what we did then. He had no problem with that, accept I passed out later in the day and we never made it to round two. I plain on shopping today and going to the pumpkin patch with my room mate and maybe catching a movie later with him. I guess then round two will be in full affect. I am extremely horny and I am sure he will be able to take care of that for me… I can’t wait.

NAKED FOR OVER 24 HOURS STRAIGHT

In my defense I just want to say that the last two weeks of my life was nothing but a drinking contest with my previous escapades. I know it doesn’t sound smart and certainly not healthy at all, but you only live once and at this age I can handle it. When I got home from this crazy movie script worthy of a trip the first thing I did was strip naked and masturbate. I continued the afternoon being naked and then watched a few movies, made dinner, masturbated more…. all the while I was still naked! Some time around 12:30 or so I crawled my naked body into my amazingly soft bed and quickly drifted into an amazing sleep. I slept so hard that I didn’t wake up once until 12:30 the next afternoon because my phone wouldn’t stop ringing. When I got up, I rinsed off and cleaned up and then crawled right back into bed to get some work done  on my computer. I was naked the entire time while blogging, checking my facebook, catching up on tweets, and finally responding to all my e mails. Some time around 2 I made munch, put in another movie, smoked a joint and I was still naked. (I wasn’t even in a robe.. naked) I hung out all afternoon on my couch watching movies and chilling with my cats that I hadn’t seen in weeks. I didn’t talk to a singly person all day on my phone. I keep up with all my messages, but not once did I speak to a single person until around 8. A girlfriend came knocking at my door with Pho so I let her in. We ate dinner and smoked joints and all the while I was still naked. After dinner she left and I headed to bed shortly afterwards. I slept another amazing wakeless night in my feather of a bed.  I literally naked for over 24 hours straight ! I cant remember the last time I was able to do that in my life, but I do sure wish it could happen more often.

When I woke up tis morning I showered and lotioned up and then unpacked all my luggage and got my laundry and then got dressed. It was a big moment for me because that was the start to reconnecting with the real world. After that I went and got my nails done, got a massage, had lunch, got my eyebrows waxed, got a facial, went into the hydration station, and then got another massage. I took it one step at a time all day long to complete the process, but it all worked out by 3! After that I went to get retested because of the HIV scare that is going on, then stopped that the market for veggies, then the weed store, then home. I made stir fry for dinner  then watched a few movies and smoked with my room mate. I am now in bed, I have lots to do tomorrow. Sleep tight every one! kiss kiss and goodnight.

WAREHOUSE SHOW – YACHT RIDE – JETS GAME

I am just going to start by saying I had so much fun at the IVD warehouse show. I really enjoyed meeting venders for the first time and especially seeing a few I already knew. I got to hang with some pretty awesome female performers and some not so awesome female performers as well. I am sure that I definitely drank my weight in alcohol, and smoked enough pot to get a small village high, it was great. I didn’t manage to have sex with any one, but I kept very up to speed on masturbation with all my toys. I had to get a new suit case  to carry all the lube, lotions, toys and halloween costumes from the show. At the very start to the show they had me in a fashion show because one of the girls canceled, so I got to keep everything I tried on. It was the funniest thing, because they wanted me to put cloths on and keep them on the whole time, it took me a minute to understand this concept… I am not use to working under those conditions! Usually getting naked is a big part of my day to day! Either way I slipped a nipple out on occasion and continued to do so all day long. Saturday night was my favorite part of the show for sure! We took this huge yacht out all the way around Manhattan and danced the night away. We had an amazing dinner,  a mini award show for the venders then it was back to the deck for shots and pot. Every time I would start to dance my super tight skirt would rise and I would get yelled at until the captain intervened. He had me pulled from the dance floor and brought to his personal quarters so he could meet me. I got to drive the boat and honk the horn and everything, it was so cool. I told him that I snuck my own bottle of Jager on his ship, I was smoking pot up on the upper deck, and his crew was mad at me for my skirt slipping up a few times…. He told me that everything was fine and that he would rotate the crew so no one could bother me again all night long.  That is about the time I asked all the camera crew and first mate to leave us alone for a few minutes…. I definitely blew the captain while driving the boat with my butt cheeks. Who is better than me!!!???? When I returned to the rest of the party I was free to do what ever I wanted, wherever I wanted for the rest of the night. Getting to the show that last day was a lil tough, but nothing a few morning shots didn’t help. I spent the last day drinking again and said all my good byes then headed to the bar to hang. I was hammered and passed out by 12 that night. On monday I was up and ready to rock and roll by 10 am. Me and my road crew went to visit a few stores in the city and then we hit up the Jets tailgating party with our friends at 3 pm. We drank all day long as we got ready for the game that was at 830pm. I smoked so many super blunts and even played beer pong with vodka… It was so much fun. That group of boys are my favorite in the entire world. This is the same crew I would go hang with two summers ago at the Jersey Shore, I really missed them! We all got so hammered that not even the rain could stop us from watching the whole game! The next morning was a lil tough because I had to pack to go home and  I was so exhausted I felt like a zombie. After two weeks of partying balls to the wall will do that to a girl. I am home now and managed to sleep till 12 this afternoon. I had some sleep to catch up on after all that. And that was my weekend, how was yours?

SOMETHING IS SO DIFFERENT

Some time this evening all the girls that are going to be here for the IVD warehouse show arrived right after a bunch of us had dinner. we all met up at the only bar that was willing to stay open late for us in this whole town. One by one we all piled in after hours to this place and we chilled, drank, ate , and smoked till finally they had us leave around 2 am. One we left the bar we all went back to my hotel room to do more drinking, smoking, chilling, and dancing at this point. We all hung here until around 4 am when I decided I have to work in the morning and I couldn’t be up any longer… Now, i’m not really sure what is and how nor when it happen, but something is so different about this whole situation that I cant understand…. I am simi sober and its relatively early and I am kicking a bunch of hott girls out of my room along with every one else. At first I was like, thank god they are all gone, and then I was like wtf… Y did I do that!!!???? Now as I lay here in bed and set my alarm for 9am tmw morning, I realize that I am here for work and work only. I cant say I am tooooo found of the girls that I am here with and visa versa. I seem to be a whole different breed than these girls and that is cool, just different. I am very much enjoying myself so far this trip and I am thankful to be here and way super cant wait to see how the rest of this trip turns out. sometimes you have too look way far up and see way super far away on your own….!( yup, Im drunk!)  kiss kiss and god night.