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THE WORD “MAN”

MAN -noun, plural- men, verb- manned, man·ning, interjection

*an adult male person, as distinguished from a boy or a woman.

So I don’t want to sound like I am bashing on California or men for that matter, but I am so damn confused! I am some what of a country girl from the mid west (Louisville, KY) and where I come from, men are so different than they are here on the west coast. I am used to the kind of guy who has less emotions than me, works harder than me, makes more money than me, takes ME out and pays, and at very lest has a place and a car of his own. It is the total opposite here in Cali. I moved here to the West coast 2 years ago and the majority of the guys I have met are all still boys.. very insecure and lacking in many important departments. Don’t get me wrong, I am only 23 and I am no example of the perfect young lady but at least I have my shit together, I am polite and I can make it n this world on my own. When I think of the word “Man” I think of my grand father. He was a mans man for sure! He was the kind of guy that never said the wrong thing, respected women like no one I have met since. He was chivalry  to the T. He didn’t lie, he was very much standing on his own two feet and most importantly, he was able to understand and control his emotions at all times. To me, all those qualities are the things that make up a man and I have yet to find a guy here that has any of that. Half of the guys I have met don’t even like to break a sweat, cant change a flat tire, have never used a drill of a sort, unemployed, or simply way too insecure to deal with. It is so hard for me to believe how many wanna be “men” I have met here! It is so funny really…. Show me a guy with morals, a since of humor,motivation, confidence,a job and a mind of his own and I just may quit the bizz and marry him right then and there. I guess my question is…. Where dod all the real men go?

ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE

For some reason I have recently acquired this very strange attraction to authoritative men in uniforms. It can be a hot cop, a sexy fireman, personal security, military, army, national guard, or my personal favorite a SWAT team member… They all do it for me! Some times when I masturbate I think about being in trouble and one of them are there to save me. In my mind we fuck so hard and it helps me cum. The thought of being held down and underneath some head strong, uniform wearing, sexy ass cop makes me so wet! Its funny though, when I see a cop my vagina takes over an I instantly want to bang… but when I see a Cop Car my body is instantly filled with hate and fear at the same time. Now, I don’t hate many things, but I have been locked up a few times, and I have had a few not so good run in’s with the cops, so I really don’t like them when I am in real trouble. But at the same time I get so turned on by the thought. Weird hu!? Well any way, yesterday I was headed to some pool party a cop was throwing and as we were on our way there 3 fire trucks passed us. At that moment my heart fluttered and I felt my pussy drip with excitement. As soon as I got to the party I had to go to the bathroom and clean myself up. It was like a sensory over load… the cops in swimming trunks, the fire fighters driving there trucks, and me super wet all prompted me to tweet a message about how I was craving either a cop or a fire fighter… After I got myself together I was able to join the party and keep my composure all afternoon. I continued about my day proceeding to another party at the beach later in the evening. I managed to forget all about what happen earlier until I got a text from a guy I met in Havasu. He was this crazy hott Fire Fighter that I banged in the shower at the Nautical…. He wanted me to come over to his house for round two, but I was tipsy and in no condition to drive so I had him come to my place. When he got here we took a shot of Jager then headed straight to my bedroom for some fun. He totally took over like I wanted and fucked the shit out of me until he came all over my body… fucking Hott!!!! So hott that shortly after we went again producing the same results. At this point my entire body, front and back, are covered in his cum, I was in Heaven. I cleaned up a lil and then snuggled in next to him and passed the fuck out! All in all, it just goes to show… ask and you shall receive.

SLEEPING WITH CELEBRITIES

I never have been a star struck kind of girl until the other day. Some how I got the opportunity to sleep with some one who I have known of and been a fan of since I was a little girl. I mean this guy is practically  a legend and a regular house hold name. At first it was like yeah… I am gonna bang some famous guy, but as the time got closer and closer for me to head over there, it really hit me how cool this was. I am not going to lie, I was a lil nervous! I was thinking to myself, I hope he likes me, I hope I do it the way he likes it, I hope this all works out… and sure enough it all went very well, he loved it and is still a fan of mine too. It is weird to think some one I have been a fan of for so long, is a fan of mine too.. TRIPPY! Well any way, I cant say that I feel like a different girl now, but it definitely makes me feel a tad bit excited about the possibility is always there to do it gain. I guess the weirdest part of it all is the fact that I have the guys # in my phone. Every time I scroll past the name, the fact that I banged him makes me giggle. Sleeping with a celebrity is funny because in the “sex” world, they are just normal civilians really. I put moves on this guy that he had no idea existed and a blow job that just put his ass to sleep. I literally mean I put him to sleep… He busted a huge nut into my throat and then rolled over and gave out this huge moan. I started the shower and got him in, washed him off, got his robe for him and led him back into his room. It was so funny to see such a big tall man crawl into bed! His head hit his pillow and i puled the covers over him. Before I even had the chance to put all of my cloths on, he was snoring. I literally put his famous ass to sleep! Now, I will never kiss and tell…. But I guarantee you know and love this man too!

ANAL BUTT PLUGS

So the time has come…. I don’t want to say that I am board with sex or with my job, but I am ready to branch out and try new thing. For the past few days I have been chilling at home with an anal butt plug in while doing random things.  I know that I want to start doing anal more often, but I want to do it right and enjoy it. I figure I can spend the rest of this month stretching my butt out so I can eliminate some of the initial pain when It comes down to do the real thing. I figure this will help me enjoy the experience that much more. I have even been masturbating with the plug in; using the Hitachi and moving the plug in and out as I cum for about a week now. I have already graduated a few sizes in plugs already, but I am taking it one step at a time. I am up to the third size in this “warm up” package I have and I only have one more size to go. Today I am going to head out and get a few more plugs in different shapes and sizes. I figure it is better to try them all, because you never know who’s cock might end up there! I figure as long as i get long and tick ones I should be able to stretch for any size needed. My goal is to start anal by the end of next month, or the start of next yeas. Either way, I will keep you posted on my progress…. Wish me Luck!

IM GETTING BETTER

For the past year I have been drinking Jager almost exclusively and last week I decided it is time to move on.  I had my first drink at 13 and it was a Makers and Coke that my older brother gave me at my Birthday Party. I dabbled in all kinds of liquors for a few years as I was trying to figure out what worked best for me. Around the age of 18 I found and fell in love with Patron Silver. I drank nothing but Patron for three years straight. I will always connect the drink to my early 20′s living in Atlanta Georgia hanging at clubs like Makos, Toung and Groove, Sutra, Iako, and my personal fav Mood Lounge. I continued to drink Patron for a while when I moved to Los Angeles, but not for very long. When I met a new friend “Playboy” I was turned onto something else….. JAGER! At first we started drinking the as a mixed drink with Red Bull, making Jager bombs. It wasn’t until I started waking up in the middle of the night due to the alcohol wearing off and the Red Bull kicking, did we stop with the energy drink. That was when I started doing Jager shots with a Coke back, and that was a lot better. Not only did the alcohol hit me a lot harder due to the lack of other fluids and the amounts of shots I was taking, but it was also allowing me to sleep through out the night. I have now been on an exclusive Jager shot train for about a year now…. I just turned 23 and I am ready to switch it up. I am learning to like Martinis… I find that I drink a lot less of those than Jager shots and in turn, I save a lot of money! I am getting better at casually drinking as apposed to all out drunk every night. I have a feeling I will still be taking Jager shots, just not as many…. I do love asking for a DIRTY Martini tho! It is a great way to flirt with the bartender! hehe

OUT AND ON TO THE NEXT

In order to tell this story right, I have to take it back to Saturday morning. I spent all Friday night at home after a long day at work so by Saturday morning I was very well rested. I had big plains for the day consisting of 2 pool parties, and going to see two bands. We took a few shots of Jager and then headed out for the crazy day. Sure enough, we started our day at The Standard in Down Town L.A. with a few of our girl friends. We had a few more shots of Jager there too!!! We hung for an hour or two and then we were out and on the the next. XXXJay’s Birthday Party was our next destination. We got there and went straight to say hit to the Birthday boy and drag him straight to the Jager machine. It was Shot time! We hung out all evening long and kicked it with lots of our friends. The evening is a little hazy, but somehow we managed to get out of our bikinis and into our club cloths on time. We said bye to every one and we were out and on to the next. We were right on time for out friends band that was playing at The Roxy around 10:45. We saw there opening song and a most of there next song, but we were out and on to the next around 11:20. Across the street was The Viper Room were my friends Bolt Action Thrill were playing. We got there right in time for there first song… It was amazing. This part of the night is a lil hazy due to more shots, but I remember being in my bra and panties on stage and my girlfriend topless. There was no where I was taking my cloths off, because my cousin was there along with a lot of my home town friends were in the crowd. When we left the club we all had to jump in several cabs… The cab I was in couldn’t find the party spot so I had him go to the liquor store where I grabbed two bottles of Jager. I luckily was in a cab with a guy, so I banged all over Hollywood while we looked for the party. We never found the place, so we took the sex to my house.

I woke up the next morning still drunk with a guy in my bed. I jumped in the shower and told him to get up because we were heading out and on the the next. I was starving and wanted to catch the first of the football games so we went to Harpers. Food, drinks, and sports until 1:30 or so and then all my girl friends met us there so head out and on to the next. We dropped the guy from the night before off and headed to Dras pool party at The W Hotel. This is another hazy part of the story, but we were in the pool dancing, we took shots, and we were out and on to the next around 5. On the way home we got Pho 999 for the 4th time of the week. Very soon after eating I was passed out in my bed peacefully all by myself. I am so happy I passed out early because I had to work early every day since then. It was a crazy weekend and it really took a tole on me, but I am feeling much better now. Tonight is my girlfriends Birthday dinner so I have some what of a drinking night ahead of me, but another early work morning is going to assure I will be home early tonight.

I WAS EVERYWHERE!!!!

I am so sory about the lack of blogs lately! I have been every where and back over the past few days and havent had the time to sit down and really relax since last week. I promise I will clue you all in as soon as I can. Kiss kiss and good night!

WHER WERE YOU WHEN IT ALL WENT DOWN?

I will never forget this day for the rest of my lie. I was sitting in the Library in my Study Hall with Mr. Straight. I was attending Barrett Middle School at the time and I was in the 8th grade. I remember a teacher coming in and turning on all the T.V.’s in the school all at once. We all turned to the strange and abrupt interruption over the loud speaker stating that this was something the whole school and the entire Nation was tuned into. I remember the deadly silence in the room as the first tower was in flames. We all just sat there all the way over in Louisville Ky feeling so helpless and hopeless at the same time. We all tried to understand what this mint for the future. It wasn’t untill the second plane hit the second tower right in front of our very eyes did any one start to cry. Every one hit there phones and called all the loved ones that they had just to get some since of connection and safety. The phone lines in New York were so jammed that NO one could get through and that only made things worse. We all sat with a very intense feeling of panic and mass fear as we continued to watch the people running through the streets as the buildings began to fall. It was a day of never ending fear that would affect the entire world from that day forward. We could only watch so much until we were all in tears. Our Principal called for an immediate mandatory school meeting in the auditorium. I went to a private school, so we Prayed and sang the National Anthem before any one would confront us with there thoughts. We were told that every parent from the school was called and we would all be leaving school early that day. I was in walking distance from school so me and my Twin met by our bikes and just hugged. We hugged so hard and cried together before we could even start our tri home. When we showed up, the entire family was there in shock. I remember saving several new papers the next day and doing nothing but watch the news. We went to church all week long and prayed for all the families that had lost a loved one. I didn’t go to school at all for another week. My family had decided that it was time for us to all just stay at home together and enjoy each others company. I will never for get this day for the rest of my life… I remember every single detail of the event that erupted a complete change in the entire world. My heart goes out every one who was affected by this day. I am looking forward to a day where we don’t have to worry about things like this and we can all move on. Until then I will for ever remember the feeling that over came the Nation that day. Where were you when it all went down?

WHERE WERE YOU WHEN IT ALL WENT DOWN?

I will never forget this day for the rest of my lie. I was sitting in the Library in my Study Hall with Mr. Straight. I was attending Barrett Middle School at the time and I was in the 8th grade. I remember a teacher coming in and turning on all the T.V.’s in the school all at once. We all turned to the strange and abrupt interruption over the loud speaker stating that this was something the whole school and the entire Nation was tuned into. I remember the deadly silence in the room as the first tower was in flames. We all just sat there all the way over in Louisville Ky feeling so helpless and hopeless at the same time. We all tried to understand what this mint for the future. It wasn’t untill the second plane hit the second tower right in front of our very eyes did any one start to cry. Every one hit there phones and called all the loved ones that they had just to get some since of connection and safety. The phone lines in New York were so jammed that NO one could get through and that only made things worse. We all sat with a very intense feeling of panic and mass fear as we continued to watch the people running through the streets as the buildings began to fall. It was a day of never ending fear that would affect the entire world from that day forward. We could only watch so much until we were all in tears. Our Principal called for an immediate mandatory school meeting in the auditorium. I went to a private school, so we Prayed and sang the National Anthem before any one would confront us with there thoughts. We were told that every parent from the school was called and we would all be leaving school early that day. I was in walking distance from school so me and my Twin met by our bikes and just hugged. We hugged so hard and cried together before we could even start our tri home. When we showed up, the entire family was there in shock. I remember saving several new papers the next day and doing nothing but watch the news. We went to church all week long and prayed for all the families that had lost a loved one. I didn’t go to school at all for another week. My family had decided that it was time for us to all just stay at home together and enjoy each others company. I will never for get this day for the rest of my life… I remember every single detail of the event that erupted a complete change in the entire world. My heart goes out every one who was affected by this day. I am looking forward to a day where we don’t have to worry about things like this and we can all move on. Until then I will for ever remember the feeling that over came the Nation that day. Where were you when it all went down?

EVERYTHING I WANTED AND MORE…..

So this morning I went to work with the intentions of having a quick and easy day. Well, little did I know, It was gonna be a super long and kinda hard day. I had no problem with a drawn out work day, its just, my room mate orchestrated an entire evening of: friends, limos, vip sections, bottles, front row for the Electrolights, a limo shuttle home and getting the limo driver high all while I was at work…..  I got off set some time around 7pm and booked it home. I showered and got dressed for the evening. I can’t say I whore much, but I did manage to get dressed. We had all of our friends meet at my place at 9 and the limo came at 9:30. We dipped out to go pick up some people on the way, then we were off to the club. When we got there, we decided to buy a few bottles and a table for us all to hang at. We hung there for the most of the night and danced along with The Electrolights. It was the first time in a long time that me and all my original girls were at the same place at the same time doing the same thing.we all danced and sang, it was so much fun….We had one hell of a night. We left the club after our friends played and then dropped a few people off at there spot, then headed home. I had to eat food right away so I made some chicken noodle soup. Just as I was finishing my fuel source, I was getting a phone call from one of the guys we were out with. It was the man I have been wanting to fuck ever since I saw him on set a few months ago. I saw his text and he was asking for my address. I gave it to him and with in an hour he was at my door step looking soo fucking sexy, I didn’t know what to do with myself. I brought him inside and to my room where we proceeded to have amazing sex. His cock was so big and he laid it down so hard, it was so good…. It was so mind blowing I can’t see straight. I am in my bed now and headed to bed. The amazingly perfect man just left my place…. he is allergic to cats… so he can’t stay here. Either way, he was amazing and absolutely Everything I Wanted And More!!!! Night night and kiss kiss, I off to bang Nick Manning tmw.