Browsing all articles from September, 2011.
ANOTHER DAY IN CHICAGO
Today was our last day of working in Chicago. We had meetings with store owners all day long and it seemed to be so hot all day long. I think they say that it was the hottest day of the summer today! Well either day, we got it done. We are staying only one more night here in Chicago and all of tomorrow. I am at the hotel right now with an ice cold bottle of wine that I cant wait to drink. I am browsing through the in room movies with the guys right now. We are all gonna hang here like one big happy family and watch a movie together. It doesn’t look like I will get the chance to masturbate tonight, but there is always tomorrow morning. Till then, good night every one. P.S. Tomorrow is a Tuesday! 
YANKEES
Yesterday I went to my first Yankee game ever. We had the best seats too, it was great! We were at row 10 right behind home plate and we saw evereything perfectly clear. We got to the game early so we could see the players warm up and maybe get some autographs. I guess a lot of other people had the same idea, because there were so many people there that we couldn’t even get to the first row. We hung out for a bit and watched the guys warm up and then we went to find the bar. I ordered a martini and it was the size of a shot, so I then resorted to beer. I never drink beer really, but for some reason the baseball game made it tolerable. I actually drank five of them with no problem. The game was great and the Yankees won! After the game we hit up a few bars to get some Chicago night life action. The first one we went to was haunted. It was the place where the Saint Valentines massacre happen years ago. The owner of the bar took us on a tour of the building and it was super creepy. The bar was a really little place with only a handful of people in it. Me and the guys started talking with the bartender and some how we started talking about things that turn us on. She quickly admitted she like bestiality and anal sex. She just threw it out there like it was a normal thing. We were all pretty blown away! After a few shots there we headed to another bar down the street for more drinks. We grabbed shots and headed to the patio to sit down and relax. As we were chilling out side, one of the really drunk guys from the previous bar came strolling in. He was so drunk and so loud, it was pretty funny. After a few rounds we left to hit another bar that was close by. This place was crazy! There were lots of people there and they were all so very different and interesting. It was a packed chill spot if that makes since. Some time around 4 we left and headed back to the hotel. I don’t really remember much from there, but I have flash backs of getting laid. I didn’t wake up today until 12:30 today, it was amazing! We didn’t have to work so we went to go see Avitar in 3-D on the I-Max screen. This was my second time seeing the movie, but this was the extended version plus the movie kicks ass any way! After the movie we went to grab a bite to eat and then hit the batting cages to hit a few balls. I am now back in my hotel bed out of the heat and ready to hit the sack. I am going to masturbate and then Im out… Night to all. Kiss kiss
CHICAGO
I pulled into Chicago some time around 12:30 last night. I was super exhausted from an entire week of touring with Exquisite and Tommy Byron Pictures. We started our tour in Minnesota, then to Milwaukee, and now I am in Chicago for the next four days. I have to say, I am totally in love with this city! When I left La I forgot to bring my weed… I tried to get pot ever since I got here, and the only thing I could get my hands on was this god offal mid grade shit. I am really appreciative of the effort the guy went through to get this for me, but I really had no idea that there was pot that was that bad. I tried for three states and I guess there is no such thing as good weed in the midwest. Well, finally today I linked up with a guy who has some super bomb shit! I felt like it was the first time I smoked all over again. I got so high that I didn’t know what to do with myself. I spent the rest of the day in a super haze, it was amazing! We have already sold the entire truck load that we had so now we are just going to be chilling the rest of the weekend… We have lots of fun things plained though! Things like football games, baseball games, and shopping. I am super stoked to be here, the city is so pretty and the people are so nice, I love it. I look forward to doing some damage here over the next few days… I hope to see some of you around!
CRYSTAL CLEAR
There is a man in my life that I have know for a verrrrrry long time now. He and I go way back to the time I was in High School! I would consider him to be one of the closest men to me in my entire life….. Tonight he called me and he really didn’t have much to say. I am really not sure why exactly he called me, but he did. I told him I would be coming home soon and he was excited at first and then kinda just drifted from the subject all together. I didn’t really think too much of it at first, but then the conversation continued. I was telling him how I felt about something and he gave me the most vague response in the world, and I still didn’t think anything of it. He and I have such and interesting history, that I would never in a million years think anything was up… Our conversation continued and I could tell that his head wasn’t in the convo at all. I am not one to call any one out on anything so I just pretended like I couldn’t tell anything was up… As I continued with the information he asked me for, he just drifted off into what ever was happening quietly around him, then all of a sudden he hung up! In a matter of seconds, I received a text message saying “bye”.Now, not only am I in just total awe, but now I am also stuck with a very large amount of his things at my place. I am not ever going to convince anyone to like or want to like me for any reason…. If you don’t want to be my friend, than I don’t want you as a friend. I would never try to convince anyone to just “put up” with me. I am a super genuine female and I could never tolerate a fake friendship. I am not really sure how this will all work out in the end, but it is now crystal clear that I will NOT be seeing him when I go home. I guess a part of growing up is figuring out the true definition of a friend and a simple acquaintance. I am in the process of learning the hard way at the moment. I am not in love with the situation, but I am excited to learn from it! I see several changes to my lifestyle after this. wow…. way super burned by my best friend. Awesome full moon this was! Good night to all and I hope tomorrow will be a better day…. :/
THE FIRST TIME EVER
I guess it all started on Saturday at my friends 80′s theme pool party. Me and the girls all got dressed in 80′s attire and headed to the party around 3 that afternoon. When we walked in we found three bottles of Jager so we imeadetly started drinking. There was a karaoke machine there playing nothing but awesome 80′s songs…. it was so funny. We drank and sang all evening long, even into some of the early morning. I am not 100% sure when the party ended, but I remember snapping back into reality in the middle of a three some with two friends of mine. We fucked all morning long and finally passed out around 6 a.m.. I woke up some time around 1:30 Sunday afternoon and immediately started drinking with the girl I had shared a guy with all night long…. Naturally we all fucked again and then I had to head home to pack for my flight at 11. Once I got all my stuff together I headed to my girlfriends house to BBQ and play some Rock Band. Some how I was walking from the living room out to the deck and I managed to trip over a water bottle that was on the floor. It hurt so bad and I yelled so loud and for the first time ever, I broke a bone. I mean it is just my toe, but it hurt like hell! I even lost a part of my nail. I ate dinner and then headed to the air port. I slept the entire way to Minnesota arriving at 5 a.m. I jumped in a cab and headed to the hotel to sleep for a while. Today was our first day on tour and we have a lot of ground to cover. I just wrapped my toes and now I am off to bed. I am excited to go to sleep sober and wake up sober. Tomorrow is TUESDAY, so I cant make any promises that tomorrow will be the same way! I guess well have to see how the day goes. It will be another full moon thought, and you all now how I feel about those…. . Night night.
WERE ALL SO DIFFERENT
Recently I have become really good friends with a few girls I have know for a few years now. It turns out that we all live in a one mile radius of each other and had no clue this whole time. We have all been doing all kinds of stuff together like the beach, pool parties, clubs at night, and shopping in the day… girl stuff really… Well any way, last night we all went out to the club and it was funny to see us together. Each of us had our own club style going and each was very different from the next. Tight dress to boody shorts, to long skirts and 3/4 length dresses, we couldn’t be more “Spice Girls”. It has been a really long time since I have had a “pack” of girls as friends, so It is all very different for me. Each of us have our own personalties and styles so what one of us may be lacking, some one else has. It is much different now, having girl friends, than it was when I was younger. We are all independent woman with jobs and interests of our own so we don’t hang on each other. Strange how we all get along so well, but it works! I am really enjoying my group of girls and I cant wait to see where this all goes. Today we are all dressing up in 80′s pool party attire for a friends B-Day party, then tonight we are going to a pink and blue PJ party… This should be an interesting day!
FROM PULLING TEETH TO HOWL AT THE MOON…
The day started out quite slowly for me… I woke up some time around 11:30 and was completely rested and full of energy. I had seven loads of laundry I had to put on hangers and I took a shower all before 1:00.. I re organized my bag for work and then I was out the door by 1:30. I had to get to Box Canyon by 2:00. I was shooting a girl girl scene for Vivid with a very interesting girl who, I am sure, was fucked up on something! She couldn’t sit still for anything and she would just rambling about all kinds of things, it was very bazar. I am not a hater, so I was just trying to find a way to get on her level so we could at least relate in the scene. I rolled a joint and took a few shots of Bacardi Rum just to help with my situation. We took “pretty girl” pictures, shot the tease, and then rolled straight into the scene. I feel like I was pulling teeth whit this chick… She had a sponge in due to her period, so she was afraid to put the toy in because she didn’t want to lose the sponge inside her. We finally got it thru to her that she will be able to get it out, so we continued with the scene. Next, she was totally spacing out and then couldn’t handle the small toy I was using on her. “It is too big” she kept saying, so I used two fingers on her and she couldn’t handle that either. Finally we just moved on and it was her turn to use a toy on me, and that didn’t go so well either! She claims that she is a lesbian, but she had no clue what she was doing so I coached her thru my entire orgasm. We finally finished the scene and It was time to go home. I took another shot and had my driver bring me back to my house. On my way back my friend called and asked if I’d come to his basket ball game at the gym down the street from my house. I changed cloths in a flash and made it to the game by half time. Watching those men sweat made me so horny so I brought my friend home with me to play. We had the most amazing sex for about an hour and then hung out in my bed until my girlfriend came busting in. The next thing I know she is throwing cloths at me telling me to get dressed because we were all gonna go to dinner. I kissed my friend good by and then headed to Los Toros for a late dinner. I didn’t eat much, but I did drink lots of Jager and I even had a Martini… After dinner we headed to Howl At The Moon to see the dulling pianist play the night away. Jager shots were only $4 so we had lots of them. I happen to meet the bar manager and he was sooo cute that I gave him my number…. We danced and drank for a while, then it was time to head home for the night. I don’t remember the ride home, but I woke up in my own bed with all my belongings in sight.. All in all it was a day jam packed of all different kinds of excitement and sex…
IT STARTED WITH THE PERFECT TUESDAY
You all know how much I love Tuesdays!!!! Yesterday was one of the best Tuesdays I have had in a long time. It started with me waking up around 9:30 in the morning and immediately masturbating, followed by a joint. I checked a few e-mails then finally got out of bed around 10:00. Feeding the little buddies is a daily routine and then I jump in the shower. I lotioned up and then headed to the kitchen to start the muffins I had been craving since I woke up. I tidied up the house a little because I was doing my scene on my own bed. The crew was here around 11:oo and we got straight to work. By 12:30 they were all walking out the door and heading home for the day. I took a shower then imeadetly picked up my phone to called my girls so we could all headed to the beach. It was such a warm day that we were actually able to get into the water. It was the first time I had ever been swimming in the ocean on this side of the U.S.. After swimming we took a walk and smoked a blunt right by the waters edge. Once 5:00 hit we decided to pack our stuff up and head to the restaurant on the water for dinner. We lounged there for a bit and had cocktails before we all headed home to freshen up for the evening. The first thing I did when I walked into the door is masturbate then I jumped in the shower again. The girls, and a few more of our friends, all met at my place to pre drink before we headed out to the bar. We went all the way over to Sugar Suite in Granada Hills and had a blast. Some time around 2:00 we left and headed to a friends house that was right around the corner from the bar. We hung there for a bit and took more shots and then it was time for me to call it a night. I called a cab and headed home for the evening. As soon as I got to my place, one of my favorite lays in LA hit me up telling me to come over. I jumped back in a cab and headed to his house to get me some. From there I continued to drink more Jager and I even took a small hit of special K just to spice things up a bit. I smoked plenty of weed and then took a shower for the last time of the day. From there I am pretty sure I fucked till about 7:00 this morning. I slept till about 11:30 and was headed home to shower so I could meet my girls for lunch by 12:30. We had mimosa’s and pasta on the patio seating at a place on Ventura Blvd in Tarzana. After that we went shopping for a bit, then headed to the tattoo place. My girl got her fingers tatted then we were off to the spa. We spent a good three hours there getting pampered and rubbed. A few more girls met us there and then we all headed over to Yamatos for dinner. A few Saki bottles and a big meal later, we headed home to smoke and watch a movie together. I am now back in my own bed and am completely exhausted. And to think…. It all started with the perfect Tuesday!
FINAL HOORAH
My birthday marathon was absolutely crazy from day one. It was just one shit show after another. The last hoorah was this prevous weekend full of madness. Me and the girls (CeCe Stone and Clare Dames) were hanging together all weekend long to celebrate our Birthdays together. On Friday night we had a huge limo with a hot tub in the back pick us and 30 friends up from my place. Right as it pulled in my “Date” to my Birthday party bailed on me.I was a little set aside by this at first, but it turns out that it was for the best…. I had so many different kind of friends meeting at my house to ride in the limo that I didn’t even have time for myself. Some how another good friend of mine talked me into picking him up from his side of town, and we said yes, because we are all suckers for his cock , and also because it was on the way… When we pulled up to the club we all jumped out and were immediately greeted with photographers. We had a red carpet ordeal inside the club and then it was on… We were the only people in the club…. We had the ENTIRE building to our selves, it was great! There is nothing worse than having a party with a bunch of groping civilian boys that just feel on you all night! We drank plenty of Jager and danced the night away. A friend of mine had given me a half of an ecstasy pill at some point of the night and by closing time it was kicking my ass!!!!! All of us jumped into the limo and headed back to my house taking bottles with us. Somewhere between the club and reaching home, we decided to have an after party at our friends house. The limo dropped all the people who didn’t want to come after party at my house and then we were on the move to the next escapade.~ I remember getting there and I remember a lot of Jager shots! I get flash backs of being naked and playing the drums, along with smoking a huge blunt while dancing under the stars, but I have no clear explanation on how and when that all went down. I woke up the next morning on a ledge between the pool and the hot tub with our birthday mascot “Chicken Fuck” (a small toy) floating next to me. I am not sure how and why I got there, but I am happy I didn’t fall in…. I was awake for maybe an hour before me and friends were taking Jager shots, and not long after came the mushrooms. We hung out all day and had a bbq while tripped on shrooms. Somewhere around 1 in the afternoon I started laughing and I didn’t stop until some time around 8 that night… My tummy was hurting so bad from laughing that I just had to go home! I came back finally some time around 9 tha night and went straight to bed. I woke up the next morning some time around 10 feeling so much better. It took me pretty much all day long to recover from all that craziness. I don’t usually go that crazy in one weekend so I was super drained. Later that night me and all the girls went to see a movie and grab drinks. I didn’t get to bed till late because of a man friend I had over but it was worth it. As I was falling asleep I remember thinking about the 3 week long party I just had, then felt a final wave of exhaustion and was out!!!! I mean all month long it was just one celebration after another with so many different kinds of people. I really had so much fun and want to thank all of you that were a part of it.
THE SHIT SHOW CONTINUES
The last few day of my life have been a lot like the rest of my BIRTHDAY month. I have spent 12 days now, drinking Jager and having sex. I have hung out with so many people and partied for my special event. I am chilling at home tonight for the first time in I don’t even know how long. I decided that it would probably be best for me to take at least one night off from the craziness. But don’t worry…. The shit show continues first thing tomorrow morning. Me and all the birthday girls are going to the spa in the morning and then we are headed out on a friends yacht for the afternoon. We have a few close friends coming with us, so it will be really nice. I am going to try not to drink too much on the boat because I have to get home and be in the make up chair by 7pm. We are having more of our close friends meet at my place at 9, and we are going to head to Aqua Lounge around 10 in the limo. I expect it should be an amazing event, I have already gotten many texts from people telling me they would be there. I went shopping today with a girl friend and got the perfect dress and shoes. I am sure I will only be able to wear it only once, but it will be worth it. I am gonna say its kinda safe to say that I plain on getting pretty smashed and dancing my but off!!!!! Saturday will be one last pool party at a friends house with lots of Jager and good food. I am not so sure how much time I will have to blog so just know I will up date my twitter and facebook all the time. I hope to see some of you all tomorrow night at the Party…. Night night every one.
