MASTURBATE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

So last night was killer for me. As soon as we pulled up to the air port, sex was the only thing that was running though my head. It had been so long since I had any kind of stimulation, so I just needed a release. The girl I met in Denver didn’t really do it for me and the wind orgasm I had just wasn’t enough, I was craving real physical human contact… I had a drink or two to try to get it out of my head, but it only made it worse. I would look around the plane and see good looking people and in my mind I could see us having sex. It was bad!!!!! As soon as we landed I jumped in my friends car and told him to take me straight to my local watering hole. There was a man there that was waiting on me. As we are driving the hour long drive from LAX to the Valley, my phone died. I had been playing on it at the air port, so my battery was shot. When we got there the place was pretty dead. I looked around and couldn’t find my friend anywhere. Im thinking to myself that he’s just not there yet and he is going to walk in at any moment. Well, that never happen. I waited there like an ass  hole for some one who never showed. When I got home and turned my phone on I had so many messages from the guy  asking where the place was and the name of the bar. I was so frustrated and felt bad all at the same time. Finally, I just smoke a bowl and busted out my Hitachi… I needed some way to release my tension .  I was counting on my scene today to get laid as a back up, but that just got canceled and turned into a masturbation scene… I am not having much luck right now. I have decided to masturbate as much as possible and try not to think about sex and just let it happen when it happens.