Browsing all articles from September, 2011.
MY BIRTHDAY
My birthday is in 6 days and I am going to be 23 years old. I feel like I have grown up a lot since my last birthday. I am leaving this Friday the 5th to fly back to Louisville. I have a twin brother there and we always celebrate our birthdays together. I am super excited to be growing up just a little bit at a time. I have had a super fun ride all the way to 22 and I cant wait to see what else there is to come! I mean really, when I think about all the crazy shit that has happen to me in the past year it makes me feel like a life time has passed. I wonder how many lifetimes I will experience by the time I am 30! Well I am starting the celebration today! I know it is a few hours early to the new month, but I figure at this rate I will be drunk by the time midnight hits. I will be celebrating MY BIRTHDAY all month long. Starting from this moment I will be in supreme party mode for 30 days! If I were you, I would make sure to stay tuned for all the craziness. If you are the awesome fan that wants to be a part of MY BIRTHDAY make sure to log on to http://amzn.com/w/1PD6VICDRW99T and send me a gift. I will be sure to include every gift I receive into my birthday series. I cant wait to get crazy with all of you. I am traveling a lot this month…. I could be any where in the US at any moment, so every one hold the fuck on and lets do this shit! YEAH BOI…. kiss kiss
MASTURBATE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
So last night was killer for me. As soon as we pulled up to the air port, sex was the only thing that was running though my head. It had been so long since I had any kind of stimulation, so I just needed a release. The girl I met in Denver didn’t really do it for me and the wind orgasm I had just wasn’t enough, I was craving real physical human contact… I had a drink or two to try to get it out of my head, but it only made it worse. I would look around the plane and see good looking people and in my mind I could see us having sex. It was bad!!!!! As soon as we landed I jumped in my friends car and told him to take me straight to my local watering hole. There was a man there that was waiting on me. As we are driving the hour long drive from LAX to the Valley, my phone died. I had been playing on it at the air port, so my battery was shot. When we got there the place was pretty dead. I looked around and couldn’t find my friend anywhere. Im thinking to myself that he’s just not there yet and he is going to walk in at any moment. Well, that never happen. I waited there like an ass hole for some one who never showed. When I got home and turned my phone on I had so many messages from the guy asking where the place was and the name of the bar. I was so frustrated and felt bad all at the same time. Finally, I just smoke a bowl and busted out my Hitachi… I needed some way to release my tension . I was counting on my scene today to get laid as a back up, but that just got canceled and turned into a masturbation scene… I am not having much luck right now. I have decided to masturbate as much as possible and try not to think about sex and just let it happen when it happens.
CANT WAIT TO HAVE SEX!
I have been on the road for a week now, and considering I didn’t get laid before I left, I haven’t had sex in 8 days. I am not sure how people can handle this… I haven’t even had the chance to masturbate! Its is funny, I can tell a major difference in my attitude and even energy levels with out sex. It has become second nature for me to be edgy and tired… I don’t like it! I like to be nice and in a good mood, and I like having the positive energy sex gives me. Thank god I have weed with me other wise I would be loosing my mind! I really cant wait to have sex. I am going over and over in my head who I can call when I get home tonight. I need a man with a decent size cock that can put it on me the way I like. Only one or two people come to mind in the california area that can fit that build. But now I run into the issue of wanting to deal with the drama that comes along with these people and its just not worth it. I wish I had a tailor made man that lived in my closet. He would fuck me then return to his place when we are done. Man that would be awesome! I guess I will just have to bust out the trusty vibrator tonight and just wait to have sex till tomorrow at work. :/ Till then I am going back to smoking pot.
REAL FREAKY NAUGHTY
So I met this girl the other day at Dave and Busters in the game room. We were both sitting at the bar drinking Jager and sharing a desert. We were there till about 12 in the morning. She happens to be a stock broker of all things whos nick name is “Real Freaky Naughty”. Her and her friend were there because it was her friends last night in town and they wanted to play there favorite games together.. I would have taken her home with me that night if I she were alone. Either way, I got her phone number an we texted all day yesterday… We didn’t end up meeting up until after the Rockies and Pirates baseball game, but we did get to fuck. She was a super cute girl and she was DTF (down to fuck). She met me and the boys here at out hotel and came to our room and we took Jager shots, smoked pot and then the cloths came off. I do’nt really remember her leaving, but I do remember being buried in her pussy for a hott minute. I am not sure if I will ever see her again, but it was a good time here in Denver Colorado. Cheers to you “Real Freaky Naughty”. kiss kiss
SIMPLY CONFUSED….
So as you all know, I am back on the road again, and that means hanging with the guy I had a hard time getting over in the past. Me and the guy were never dating, it wasn’t like that… I just called out the wrong name as we were having sex and it totally killed our friendship for ever. It will be a year soon since the incident happen, a year ago almost to the date. I had gone to New York to visit him for my B-Day. It was the first year of my life that I didn’t spend my B-Day with my twin. I remember it was a full moon too. Well either way I am totally over him now and am simply confused about the situation. We spend plenty of time together on the road and we are even able to engage in sexual activities.. I guess what my question is, how much sex can we have with out crossing that line again? I mean, at this point is it simply for human need…. I am a crazy horny girl and sleeping next to a man as good looking as him will make any girl wanna fuck…… humm any advice from you all???
DENVER
I started this weekend off in LA hangout at a few bars with friends. I have lots of awesome photos on my cell phone so it looks like I was having a blast. I remember most of it, but the pictures always help with the little details… Details like exactly how tall my friend is compared to me, some one was celebrating a birthday, and the size of the shots we were taking…. When I woke up the next morning I was pleased to find the pictures. My excitement soon left me because it was super early and I was off to the air port to fly to Denver. I had no trouble going through security and managed to make it to my gate about 45 min early. My flight then got delayed so I went to the bar. I ran into some guys leaving for London so we all started shots. I managed to be super buzzed when I boarded so I was able to quickly pass out. When I landed I was taken straight to the liquor store and was given a bottle of Jager. The company I am touring with likes it when I am drinking, apparently I am a lot of fun. Either way yesterday was jammed packed full of craziness. I remember eating at Qudoba for lunch, hanging halfway out of the car topless, being at the strip club, getting private dances, and then eating tacos around 3 am. Again, the pictures were super helpful this morning. I didn’t have to wake up until 12:30 this afternoon. I hit the shower and then met my friends at Qudoba for lunch. We went to several stores in the Denver area and the met a client for Pho. Im now back in my room trying to figure out what we are going to do for the rest of the evening.
MADE IT HOME…
Im drunk and laying in my bed… i have to weak up at 7:30 in the AM. IM OFF TO BED NOW CAUSE IM HAMMERED. HOLLA TO ALL. KISS KISS AND GOOD NIGHT TO ALLL.
LAST NIGHT TO PARTY BEFORE TOUR
Tonight is my last night to party before tour! I have a flight tomorrow morning at 11 to Denver Colorado, where we will start our tour. I have decided since I don’t have a crazy early morning flight tomorrow, I will go out and party one last time before its work work work for a week. I have several places I need to stop in and bid fare well too before sunrise tomorrow morning. I am going to start my evening at the local bar down the street from my house, Harpers! After a few shots I am going to be headed to my friends bar in Van Nuys, Off Kilt . A few more shots whit him to really get the night started… After that, I am headed to The Rainbow to finish the night off. I am going to try to not drink too much this evening; I want to make it to my flight in a some what of a sober manor. There is nothing worse than flying with a hang over! I am going to pack now so I am all ready in the morning no matter what. I may even load the car tonight as well. I feel like there is no such thing as over prepared… wish me luck with this. kiss kiss for now
CHASING A HIGH
The past week has been a weird one for me…. It seems like I have had soooo much sex, that I don’t know what to do with myself! I feel like it is almost like a drug and I am chasing a high. I have hooked up with lots of people lately and none of them seem to be able to fully satisfy me. I even let some guy sleep over night with me in MY bed. I NEVER let people sleep here with me in my bed….. I thought that this particular guy would be able to fully satisfy me with sex and cuddling too, but that still didn’t work. I have been masturbating more than usual too! No one can give me the feeling that I can give myself, but that just isn’t enough. I am so confused about the whole thing… I just want to get fucked and be satisfied…. Is that so much to ask for? I even thought of calling up old fuck buddies to get the job done, but im afraid that the lack of excitement will kill it for me as well…. Im really not that hard of a girl to please! I wish the men I know would have more sexual experiences. I dont like being more advanced then the men I sleep with… I guess I am going to have to find me a man that is a super whore like me so I can get fucked the right way. HUMM where do I start to look for a guy like that?
IT ALL STARTED THURSDAY
I feel like I just experienced my life in fast forward…. It all started thursday of last week… I went to work that morning and got home fairly early. I had made arrangements to hang out with one guy, but ended up not being able work scheduling out. Finally by the end of the evening I decided to g hang with some one else. He was so beautiful and perfect in every way that it it makes me say “aaahhha” every time I think of him. Any way, friday I went to work and was hating life…. I was so tired from having sex all night that I took a few B12 pills and an energy drink to keep me going. By the time evening rolled around I was so jacked full of energy that I went out to West Lake to hang with some friends I met in Havasu. We hung at Cysco’s and got crazy hammered. I remember being so tired and exhausted that I had to be carried to the car at the end of the evening. I managed to misplace my cell that night but kept the shoes! The next morning I woke up with a bunch of crazy photos from the night before, so it helped me refresh on the fun. After seeing the pictures from the night before, I was motivated to head to my friends pool party for the rest of the afternoon. We drank an excessive amount of alcohol all day and even way early into the morning. I hooked up with a friend of mine that night on a balcony on the side of the mountain side as the sun came up. …. It was pretty awesome! We passed out soon after and didn’t wake up till about noon the next day.I had my friend come get me and we proceeded to Harpers for some food. I should have know that wasn’t going to work out well because I tend to like shots when Im hung over…. I think a friend told me “thats not called a hang over, its a hang on”…. well either way, after food and shots, I was feeling much better and even more social. I had a girlfriend come get me from my place and we headed to ANOTHER pool party. We were there all afternoon and evening still doing more shots. I think at this point my blood alcohol level was through the roof… I ended up going home that night around 12 and went straight to my bed to pass out. I had so much sugar from the Jager and energy drinks and all the B12 pills that I couldn’t sleep well last night so I was up early this morning. I spent a good portion of the day drinking lots of water so I could rehydrate. Tipsy my cat wasn’t feeling well so I took him to the vet, went to get movies, had dinner and then hung out at home tonight. It all happen so quickly and I had so much fun that it doesn’t feel real. I am back in my bed now and it is the following Monday night. Wow…. Thursday morning to Monday night is quite a trip… I am going to bed now…. Never does sleep feel so well unless your truly exhausted.
