Browsing all articles from September, 2011.
PARTIED OUT….
Last night I was in San Diego for the Pubaparty.com event at Deco and it was so much fun. The fun started when me and the guys went to the wrong hotel and ended driving up one of those spiral parking garage ramps. I have driven on something like this only with a go cart… I didn’t know they actually had them for cars too! We went round and round for 8 floors, it was crazy. Well once we got parked and checked into the hotel we went to the bar for a few drinks and dinner. I was waiting for my make up artist to get there because she was already four hours late. She made all of us sooo nervous because she had six girls to do in less than two hours. Some how we all got dressed, got make up done, and made it to the red carpet on time. There were so many people standing out side of the club screaming for us to get off the bus. We waited for security to clear a path to the red carpet and then we got to it. Along the red carpet were all these life size cut out of us girls that were super sexy. After the red carpet we went straight to the VIP section for drinks. We danced with the fans, we held wet T shirt contests, we gave away Puba stuff, and we even flashed a few people through out the night. We jumped back on our bus around 2 and headed back to the hotel for the after party. Me and my boys went to our room for jager shots and a few bong loads. We didn’t stay up much longer because we had to check out early the next morning and head back to L.A. I was going to hang with my friends for the game, but I was so partied out that I just went home and had chicken noodle soup. I really had a great time meeting all of you last night. We will be having more Puba parties soon, so I will see you all again then!
YOU BETTER COME PARTY WITH ME
Now, I know you all know how I get down. I have been reserving my energy for two nights now just so I can do it big tonight! I am leaving for San Diego in a few hours to get ready for the party tonight. All the info you need is at Pubaparty.com. Me and all the girls from my network are going to be there to get totally crazy with you guys and gals! Tonight is your chance to experience all the crazy shit I blog about and maybe even be a part of it if you play your cards right 
I really am so excited to party with some of you! I am bringing my best friend Playboy with me because he is my ultimate drinking partner…. him with me it is guaranteed I will get super fucked! Before we head out I am going to hang naked in the sun at a friends BBQ for a while. I plain on smoking massive amounts of weed before we head out and the entire way there. The pre pre party starts here in LA, the pre party is at the hotel in SD and the party is tonight at the club. We really are going to be doin it big all day and night long, so you better not miss it! Tonight’s party is the official kick off to the crazy summer to come…. Every one rest up today and I will see you tonight! Holla
HOOKED ON MASTURBATION
Im not really sure what has been up with me lately, but I have been masturbating every chance I get. When I wake up in the morning, when I get out of the shower, before I go to work, all day long AT work, when I get home from work, and before I go to bed all in one day sometimes. I have gotten it down to an art really! I mean I can get myself off in a mater of minutes. Last night when I got home I must have 5 separate orgasms before I went to bed. One thing I have noticed is constantly being in an amazing mood!!!! So I guess its not all that bad to be hooked on masturbation! Well on that note, sleep well. Tomorrow I am off to San Diego for the @Pubaparty.com. kiss kiss
TRANCE
Today was a super busy day for me… it started a lot like many of my days, still a lil bit drunk from the night before. I woke up the first time around 4 am and pounded as much water as my little tummy could hold. I slept till 6:30 or so and then jumped into the shower. I had a super early call time this morning at my own request. I worked the day out to get three different shoots at three different locations done in one day, so i had to start early. I worked so hard all day long in each of my scenes that when it was all done, my body was shaking! I came home right after a BBQ at a neighbors house. I was so exhausted that I pored my self a glass of wine and turned my music on. This 1 hr 11 min song came on. It is in my Trance play list and let me tell you, it is totally rocking my world right now. It is that slow trance that makes you just want to just chill. I feel like the song is seducing me in a way….. I am so cozy in my bed with this song on that i had to masturbate a few times. I am only half way done and It has me straight stuck. I am going to finish this glass of wine and then its off to dream land for me! I hope you all had an amazing day…. kiss kiss and good night.
THE BALANCE OF WORK AND PLAY
Today is the perfect example of the correct way to balance work and play! I woke up this morning around 7 and jumped in the shower. I went to my friends house and smoked a bowl and laid in the sun for a bit. I had a make up artist here, so I got all fixed up for the day. I am now getting ready to shoot a double bj scene really quick and then its back to chillin in the sun and smoking with my friends. Around 2:30 or so I will be off to another quick shoot for my web site. After that I am gonna BBQ with some friends by there pool naked. I am going to accomplish all of this by 7:30 because thats when I will be at my friends daughters school performance. After the show, I am going to try to make it home for a late dinner with a friend.Not too late tho because I have an early call time tomorrow. It is going to be a full and exciting day of work and play! Now, I gotta run….. its dick suckin time!
ABOVE & BEYOND
There is this song entitled “I Can’t Sleep” By Above & Beyond that is the perfect definition to what happen to me last night. I went to bed around 10:30 and was out till about 2:30 in the morning. I only have all the Jager shots to thank for that…. As soon as I slept the alcohol off from the game I was fucked. I woke up and my mind just went crazy. I had to go to court this morning and all the things I needed to bring and say were going thru my head. I got a glass of water and went back to bed and dreamed over and over again about how court would play out. Im my mind I have been to court about 8 times already with out even leaving my bed, it was just one bad dream after the next! I woke up about every half hour or so after that and continued to think about it. My mind didn’t rest at all during the night. Finally at 6:30 I had enough of the crazy dreams and just got up and started to get ready. I smoked so much weed this morning, it was crazy. My driver came to pick me up at 7 and we were off to court. We got about half way there and got pulled over! “great, I’m on my way to court and we get pulled over!” The cop thought we were smoking crack because some one was reported doing so in a similar car that we were in. It wasn’t us so the cop let us go, but it made me 20 min late to court! It isn’t even 9 am and I am already fucked! I met my lawyer and we go in to find that I just have to ask for an extension to the case…. I was out of court by 11 am and then headed to the bank so I could pay all the people involved. I spent so much money today before 12 that it made my tummy get even more knotted than it already was! After all the craziness I decided to go to the bar for a few shots and food. I am now going to spend the rest of the day at the beach getting fucked up! This has been the most stressful day I have had in a long time, and I can’t wait for all of this to be in my past.
HOME ALONE
My room mate left this morning till sunday. I haven’t had this place to my self for this long ever since I have moved in! Its kinda funny because I spent the entire morning masturbating and smoking weed with no one to disturb me. I love my room mate and all, its just that, its nice to have “me” time every once and a while. I spent the majority of the day by myself amerced in my own noise…. no one else but me and the T.V….. It was amazing! I am not going to lie when I say ” there is this one guy that i was hoping would be around, but wasn’t”. I am so beside myself on this one that I don’t even know what to do! Being home alone doesn’t help either…. its not that I am not found of hanging out with myself, but with out my room mate being here to distract me, all I can think about is him. My mind has this funny way of zoning in on the things that make me happy, and currently thru all this stress, he is what makes me happy! I am sure that after my court hearing tomorrow I will relax a little, but its still comforting to know this guy in particular will still be around!!!!!!!!!! Well, now its time for me to masturbate, smoke a joint, finish my wine and head to bed. I hope you all had a wonderful Tuesday, being that it is my FAV day of the week, and I will get back to you tomorrow with news on my case. Kiss Kiss for now and we will talk again soon!
SCARED SHITLESS
I have been in this weird place in my head lately. Its like I am constantly nervous and more refined. I have no desire to hang out with my friends and I don’t even really feel like going out at all for that matter. My dreams have been so intense over the past few days that when I wake up my heart is beating super fast and I am sweating….. I knew that some this was wrong, but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it until last night! My lawyer called me to talk about going to court on Wednesday and about how much it is going to cost ! It turns out that I am scared shitless of this event! I hate being in trouble, I have never been good at it! When I was a little girl and I got in trouble, my parents would pretend everything was fine until after dinner. If they would yell at me before dinner, I would get so upset that I wouldn’t be able to eat. Being yelled at literally makes me feel sick to my stomach. I have no problem admitting I did something wrong, its just when I get punished I get all emotional. I already have this uneasy feeling in my tummy and court isn’t until tomorrow. I have my friend going with me so he can “hold my hand”. This time I really have been a bad girl and its in the courts hands to punish me for real! I am not going to lie when I say, being punished for real isn’t nearly as fun as it is in the movies… I feel like a dog with my tail between my legs right now. I am afraid to even leave my house, because I don’t want to do anything else wrong! I am a 22 year old independent woman who wishes my mom or dad were here to be with me and tell me its all going to be okay. Silly isn’t it!
THE BEACH TO A POOL PARTY
Yesterday started out with shots of orange juice and vodka…. My room mate arranged for these two guys we were in Havasu with to come pick us up for the day. We were headed to the beach for some sun and drinks. We went to Paradise Cove and had lunch and Jager bombs first! We set up our towls right by the water but close to the bar so we wouldn’t have to walk far to refill. We were drinking Jager all afternoon and we played foot ball by the water. I dare not get in, because it was freezing, but there were kids swimming! At some point in the afternoon my room mate lost her wallet in the sand. This kinda threw the day into an immediate holt. I left the bar area where I was to help her ask around, we waited for a while and no one turned it in. All of here everything was in that wallet and she was super pissed about the whole thing. Our other friends finally showed up and we decided to bounce with them and go smoke some. It was late enough in the day that we just decided to head back to the pool…. The friends that picked us up have an amazing party house with an amazing pool for us to rock out in. We all got naked and hung out there till the sun went down… We hot boxed the out door sunnah they have in the back yard and had a few more shots. Some where around 7 I was ready to go home. I am not one who is much into going out on the weekend nights here in L.A., so I decided to stay in and cook dinner. I had my date from the other night come over and snuggle with me as we watched a scary movie and then went to bed. All in all it was a typical summer day if you ask me! Im not sure what I am going to do today just yet. I cant decide if I want to go to another pool party today, or just stay home and do laundry!? For some reason I really just feel like staying home….??? whats up with that!?????
I MIGHT BE IN TROUBLE
I have always been told that boys are usually the end to a girls career in this business… I am not saying that I am going to run off and marry the guy, I’m just saying, I can already tell he is a big distraction. It is going to take all I have to not get too caught up in this one! The man just left my house and I miss him already! I am not the clingy kind so Its weird for me to want to spend so much time with one person. Im not in the mood to be social with any one but him, for that mater! I might be in trouble with this one!
