INTENTIONAL PAIN

It is a funny thing being a Leo born on the 6th… In books they say “We are particularly drawn to happenings of a very unique or extraordinary sort”…. The more crazy experiences I manage to get involved in, the more I understand what this statement means. All my life I have had the urge to see new things, meet new people, and above all try new things. I have been: sky diving, dog sledding, snow boarding, white water rafting, mountain climbing, and many other crazy activities, But none as “Extraordinary” as SEX. As a Leo I am also described as “One having a great need for love and all sorts of sensual and sexual expressions”, and honestly I couldn’t agree more! When I started in this business I wasn’t t very aware of my sexual needs and the different ways to express them. Not until I found Kink.com that is!!!!! This place ties both of my previous quotes together perfectly. Kink is a place I go to get tied up and fucked… Fucked real HARD. I mean, they have whips, chains, machines, massive dildos and devices I don’t even know the names of, and there not afraid to use them. It is such a painful but crazy pleasant experience. I believe that it is the out line of these two qualities that make me occasionally turn to intentional pain as a form of sexual expression. When I am put in a “kink” situation, its like I can let go of all the things that are on my mind and all of my stress just disappears.  I think my mind and body go through so many sensations and such drastic mood swings that all the other distractions are just eliminated by the time it is all over. The reason I bring this up is because I think it is time for me to have anther dose of a “Kink” situation. I have been a little besides myself lately and I cant figure out why. I am hoping to use the extraordinary sexual happenings and intentional pain as a therapeutic tool to help snap me back into my normal self.