Browsing all articles from September, 2011.
THE LAST THREE STROKES
I just want to start by saying I love everything about sex… I love the physical, physiological, and emotional efforts involved. I really enjoy exploring other peoples bodies and finding what turns them on. Sometimes I like it slow, sometimes I like it super hard, and sometimes I like to mix in a little bit of both. My top four favorite things are: eye contact, closeness, the last three strokes, and when he cums! There is something so erotic about looking into your partners eyes as they go through so much pleasure… I cum so hard when my partner has me pined down and there isn’t even an inch of air between us… My absolute favorite thing about sex are the last three strokes. It is in this moment people are the most venerable and there true self. The cock swells up to its biggest potential and my pussy gets as wet as it possibly can! Lastly, being covered in cum is like the cherry on top. It is so gratifying to have the man feel as good as I have for the entire activity. I am telling you this because I am stuck on the thought of this one man. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about how he feels in his last three strokes…. I am craving him super bad right now and it makes me wonder when I will feel those strokes again..!!..??
YET ANOTHER EXCITING WEEKEND…
So when I started this weekend I knew I was going to be hurtin by this time! It all started Thursday really… I was chillin with the home owners of the shoot house I was at all day. Friday I spent the rest of the day hung over at a friends pool soaking up the sun naked. Friday night me and my room mate headed out to Hollywood and the night was so unfun that it isn’t even worth talking about. I was so distraught about Friday nights bullshit that it took me till 6 o’clock on Saturday to get back into the swing of things. I showered, got dressed, ate, and headed back to Hollywood to give it another run at fun. I partied at one of the hotels in West Hollywood till about 12. I started the night at the bar with Jager, but then when we headed upstairs I switched to Johnny Walker Black Label… It was and interesting but short night, I had to work today. My Sunday Funday consisted of laying naked by a pool and having sex with a hott blond and an amazing stud… I must say, last night and today definitely made up for how stupid friday was. Now I cant decide If I want to head out for a night of fun, or if I just want to play it cool and relax for my crazy busy monday….?
LIQUID DIET
This weekend is going to be a rough one for me…. I have a date tonight with some boys that are super heavy drinkers. Its cool and all, I just drank a lot last nigh and Im going to have to drink a lot tonight. But the fun doesn’t stop there!!!! Saturday is my friend Megan’s B day and Playboy will be with us, so I know I will be drinking a lot that night too. Then comes Sunday Funday…. I have to go to a BBQ for another friends birthday on Sunday and stop in at a few pool partys I promised I would be at! When I think about how much alcohol I am about to consume over the next few days it makes me nervous. I know it will be no problem, its just that its hard for me to eat solid foods after a night of drinking. I will have to get lots of soups and basically go on a liquid diet until it is all over. I just hope I can rest up monday and recharge for Tuesday!
HE HAD BODY GUARDS
So I went to work today for Play boy in this big crazy house. It turned out that it was Marilyn Monrows property back in the day… But either way, the guy for the scene didnt show so my scene got rescheduled. It turned out that the owner of the house was super cool. There were three guys that lived there but only one was the owner. It turned out that the owner had two live in body guards… After my shoot didnt happen I stayed to enjoy the sun and have Jager… We were chillin and it took me a sec to figure out what was going on! The owner would tell these guys to do something and they would do it. The didnt drink, they didnt smoke, they wernt distracted at all! The two of thin just stood close to him and watched the house the entire time. It was the funniest thing when we went to fuck! One of the guys was standing near by at all times. This was definitely something I have never experienced before. I fucked the guy and then had to go. I came home to change cloths and head back out. Me and Playboy are going to a friends bar and getting super fucked!
MY NEW FOUND FRIEND
Yesterday started out rough for me so I went shopping to distract me from the craziness! I spent all day in Hollywood with my girlfriend and got lots of cute stuff. We even went to some cute boys house later that afternoon to smoke. I ended up leaving around 5:30 because I had to meet some friends at 7 for dinner. I came home and got changed then headed back into Hollywood for dinner. We talked about nothing but the stock market, so when I got a particular text I was super excited! My new found friend had woken up from his nape and was telling me to come over and fuck. It was like a bolt of energy hit my body~ because all of a sudden I was paying the bill and telling every one good bye.I drove home so quickly to drop my room mate off and headed straight there. I walked in and didn’t even speak a word! We just got straight to sex! We started In the kitchen and then headed to the bedroom. I remember being in quit a few positions before it was all over. I hadn’t had great sex in quite a while so I was really enjoying myself… We finally talked for a moment and then I jumped in the shower, we smoked and then I headed out. I went back into my neck of the woods to Harpers Bar and Grill for a few more hours of Tuesday fun. I met a friend there and we drank all night together. I drank so much that I couldn’t drive home so I took a cab. My car is still at the bar and I think I am still drunk…. AWESOME!
ITS TUESDAY AGAIN!
So this morning was crazy for me…. Today is my big brothers birthday and his father has been in a coma for about a week now. As I was on the way to the air port to fly to Kink my twin called me with great news. My brothers dad had waken from his coma and we were all going to skype together…. I drove home as quickly as I could but by the time I got to my computer they had put him back into a medically induced coma so he wouldn’t be in any pain. My entire Heart goes out to my brother and his father! I have a theory that all the best things happen on a Tuesday… In this case the fact that he woke up to see his son on his birthday is awesome news. Needless to say I didn’t make my flight to Kink and now have the day off…. I have decided to go to a museum for a while and just kinda clear my head. I wish you all a great Tuesday!
CAN’T HAVE TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING
Firs I want to start by saying I don’t do DRAMA! My attention has been brought to a cretin situation that I may or may not be involved in. I was kinda warned about it before, but I didn’t understand what I was dealing with. Today I was able to figure it out just by re reading my messages and taking a second to put it all together. I know I am being vague, but I have to be because I am still not really sure what is going on. All I have to say is I told you all that you cant have too much of a good thing! If I’m right then that means I fucked up! I indulged for an entire week in some one I knew I shouldn’t have from the begining. Now because of that amazing week I may be wrapped up in unnecessary drama. I am happy that I am able to choose when and when not to get feelings involved with anything I do, otherwise I wouldn’t be feeling so well right now. Im not going to lie, I am going to miss the good things, but I know better than to be that girl! Some times the single life is just as complicated as being in a relationship, only you deal with several peoples problems instead of just ones. AWESOME
UNLIKELY THREESOME
Last night me and my girl friends went out to watch the fights with another set of friends we have. Th guy I was rooting for lost, but that is besides he point…. We hung out at Happy Endings for a while and the we all split up and only a few of us from both groups came. We went to a friends studio to smoke and chill as the Electrolightz were recording. We hung there for a bit and then we were off to harpers…. The more we bounced around the less people came with us. Finally by the end of the night is came down to me a girlfriend and a guy…. We were all taking shots of jager and getting to know each other as the night went on. Some how we got back to my place and we were dancing around like crazy people and then some how me and the other girl were naked… and then the next thing I know the guy totally took over and took us both back to my room and he had both of us. Now really that is pretty a normal thing with me, threesomes, but not with people like this. I mean they were just two innocent and unlikely friends of friends that got mixed up with me and that what happen. I almost feel bad about it and kinda like a bad influence…?
I FIGURED IT OUT!
So all this time I have been trippin over this guy from last summer and I couldn’t figure out why…. Well It all cam to me in a dream last night! I realized that it wasn’t loosing him specifically for why I was so torn over the situation, it was the fact that I had lost a friend period. Never EVER in my life have I done some one so wrong that they don’t want to talk to me…. I called out the wrong name whale having sex with this guy about a year ago and he got super pissed and didn’t talk to me for a long long time. That was super new for me! I even keep in touch with x’s and old best friends! I mean, I really have never had some one so mad at me that they wouldnt even talk or respond to any text. I mean the sex with this guy was good, but it wasn’t great…. his friends were amazing and his family is nice…. but there is no reason I should have been so upset about loosing him! The fact that I disappointed some one so bad that they wouldn’t even talk to me is what bothered me! I realize that it could have been any one that did that to me and I would feel the same way. This is a big thing for me because I have been trippin over this for about a year now. I am happy to have found my peace in the situation and am able to move on! I am proud to say that I am now able to hang with this guy and not feel like shit now that we have made amends. It wasn’t about him the whole time….. It was the fact that a friend wouldn’t talk to me because I fucked up…. thats a new thing for me!
IRRESPONSIBLE CRAVINGS
I am the kind of girl that loves to hang out and have a good time! I love to drink, dance, and be social all night long for as long as I can remember! Lately I have been trying to be more responsible and make smarter choices like don’t drink and drive, and dont party the night before a scene… Tonight I put my irresponsible cravings to the test. “Mr. Lay it Down” asked me if I wanted to go to one of the Tool members house and chill for a while. Tool is my FAVORITE band in the whole wide world, and “Mr. Lay it Down” is my favorite lay in the whole wide world…. All because of this damn being more responsible idea I turned him down. I passed on the chance to meet my all time favorite idols and have mind blowing sex just because I have to work tomorrow morning. Now usually I don’t say this but~ fuck my life! Its been over 4 days since I last had sex and all my life I wanted to meet this band. I really cant believe I said no!
