I’M HAVING A HARD TIME GETTING TURNED ON!

I don’t want to say that I am too stressed, but I am defiantly feeling the pressure. Lately I have bee so distracted in my personal life that I been having a hard time getting turned on. I Thought it was just because I haven’t had any cock in over a week, but today I had my chance to get my fill and I still couldn’t get into it. I Have tried several different things over the past week…. I cooked dinner for a guy I used to sleep with last night, we watched a movie, he was rubbing me for a bit, but I couldn’t get my head in the game. I got a lil turned on, but he didnt take it to the next level, so I had him leave early with out having sex. I have had several chances to go out on several dates and I have turned them all down. Im not sure what’s up, but it seems as if something is missing. I am usually very easily excitable girl when it comes to sex, but lately I have been lacking the urge completely! I not sure if my state of mind is from stress Ive been dealing with or if it is just my ADD kicking in but I don’t like it. I am supposed  to go to this really cute mans house tonight and hang in the hot tub, drink wine and smoke, but I already know how it is all going to turn out…. we drink, we smoke, we fuck, sudden loss of interest  in each other, I leave, and we text in a week or so…. That just doesn’t seem like much fun for tonight. Usually its my favorite thing to do, but im just not feeling it any more! Its times like these that I wish I had a very wise older, much older friend to turn to and ask advice on what is happening. Maybe I am growing up, maybe I am sad, maybe I am too happy… who knows!  I just want to figure it all out soon so I can get back to my usual sexual self.