Browsing all articles from September, 2011.
its 420 on a TUESDAY
I love love love this day! I just woke up and am smoking… I plain on showering and getting dressed in something really cute for the day and then heading out…. I have a few weed stores that I am going to stop at because they are all handing out goodie bags all day long! I am going to pick up some edibles and hash and maybe even the little chocolate gummy bears thy have. Its funny because it is Tuesday too! I hope to be super high all day long. Later I am going to meet up with my other friend and we are going to see what kind of trouble we can get into. This should be one hell of a day!
COUCH CHILLIN
So i am happy to report that I have spent a better half of the evening just couch chillin… I had a busy morning and afternoon, but I have been on my couch watching movies all night long. My cuddly friend cam over and we are going to smoke a j and head to bed. I am super stoked about 420!!! I plain on smoking all day long! Night kiss kiss
WHAT A SHIT SHOW!
Well I started writhing this with the intention of telling you a great story about last night…. but I got hammered and dont remember much. I went to the Key club with some friends and I had been drinking all day! I am sure I was a shit show all night long. I do remember having sex and that is nice! I some how met up with “Mr. Lay it Down” and escaped with him to his bed. and thats it…. Thats all I got.
AVOIDING THE TEMPTATION
So you remember the guy from yesterdays post…? Well all day long I thought about him and how amazing the sex was. I mean this guy really laid it down…. Well he was texting me yesterday and It took everything in my power to not go over to his house and fuck all day long! I told myself that I would treat him like the Jager shots that brought us together in the first place…. I am going to pase myself with the intake of him. I am not going to text him too much, I am not going to fuck him too often, and I am not going to hang out with him too much. I could get way to addicted to him. The funny thing is there is this other guy that I am into and he is an exact opposite from “mr. lay it down”. This other guy is amazing too… he is the one I was with in Arizona … I am trying to not spent too much time with him either. I am a big believer in the saying ” You cant have too much of a good thing” and I know that they are considered good things so I will keep my distance and try to avoid the temptation.
I REMEMBER FUCKING THIS ONE!
Sometime I have a habit of going out and getting drunk and then sleeping with my friends and not remembering it. Its not ment to sound as bad as it does, but its true. Well last night I met up with this guy who I have known for a few years now… he was a friend of one of my x’s. Well we started the evening by taking Jager Bombs ( what do ya know! ) He actually challenged me to a Jager off… We both knew how this situation would end, I mean come on now! We knew that we were getting hammered and we were going to fuck and it was that simple. I was perfectly okay with this and I was actually looking forward to it to be honest! I have wanted to fuck this guy for a long long time! Well we drank and drank and drank and then I guess we ended up back at his place and we got to it… Usually I am so hammered that I don’t remember the experience but this guy was different. The sex was so good that it snapped me back into sobriety! He was so good in bed I was so surprised! His cock was so hard and it felt soo good and it was that perfect size and I remembered! We fucked for a good few hours and then I came home. The sex sobered me up so well that I was able to drive for a change. I cant believe it but I have found some one who drinks like me, fucks like me, and looks good wale doing it! That is fucking awesome! I definitely wont be spending too much time with this guy, he’s like lighter fluid to my already burning fire…. dangerous mix.
ALL GUNS EVERYTHING
So today is the day! I have been plaining this day for the longest time! I have had this idea of a hott scene with me and guns. I don’t want just one gun, I want lots of guns. I don’t know if you all remember me and the “kicking my own ass” clip I did not too far back, butt his will be some what similar to that! I am going to have lots of slow-mo and lots of quick cuts to it. I will be masturbating but I don’t want the clip to be all about sex! Today is going to be an implied sexy! I am headed to set soon so I gosta go. I cant wait to shoot this and get it up on charleychase.com! Holla!
HE DIDNT WANT TO SLEEP WITH ME!
Its just the strangest thing because it was by total accident that we met… It started in Miami a few weeks ago. I was waiting for my male talent to show up and this guy came walking so I thought he was “my guy”. Well we got to talking and it turned out he wasn’t “my guy” for the day but he seemed pretty cool anyway. We ended up meeting at the beach one day and hung, but that was it. I am not the kind of girl that likes to spend too much time with one person so I blew him off for the rest of the trip. When I got back to LA he text me again and it happen to be that I had some time to kick it… I told him to meet me for breakfast and then we hung for a part of the afternoon all the way into the evening. I am certain that I didn’t mind him being around so often because he DIDN’T want to sleep with me! He didn’t hit on me once! NOT ONCE in all the times we hung out… he was more of a friend than anything and that turned me on. I agreed to drive to Arizona with him this weekend so I could get some things taken care of… When I left for the trip I told my girlfriend ” I am going to be so sick of this kid by the time this is over!” I really don’t like to spend that kind of time around the same person so I knew I would be over it by the time the trip was done. I was shocked to find my self still texting him when he dropped me of at the Phoenix Air Port. I flew to San Francisco for the day and couldn’t stop thinking about him all day long. When we were in AZ he did all the right things. He played John Mayer, he could hold nice conversations, He wasn’t too clingy, He touched my body the way I like it to be touched, He was totally drama free and go with the flow, I cold be myself the whole time, and having sex with me wasn’t on his mind at all times!!! I mean dont get me wrong, we fucked, it just wasnt the number 1 priority of his…I found myself wet a lot from just hanging around him. I really cant believe that such an unlikely guy has caught my attention like this… I told him that I would cook dinner for him tonight if my meetings are able to get moved around… Well see how much longer he can keep this up. It should be interesting to see where this all goes from here.
ARIZONA HERE I COME
Today I have to drive to Arizona in order to get an ID because my purse with my IDs in it was never returned. I must say I am not happy about this. It is going to take me around 5 hours to get there. I would fly, but I Have no ID to travel with. I am driving down today and going to hang with some friends tonight and tomorrow morning we are going to the DMV where they will print my ID out on the spot. I will get back with you all tomorrow night when I get back. Holla
BUT PLUGS ON A SATURDAY NIGHT
So I have a but plug in my ass right now. No really I do!!!! I was masturbating and reached over into my toy drawer and unknowingly pulled out a but plug. I was so in the heat of the moment that I just said fuck it and put it in. Now what you all have to understand is I DONT do anal…. I mean I have begged for it before when I was completely hammered out of my mind, I’v woken up before and my ass hurt like hell and dont remember why a few times. Never in a sober state of mind especially whale masturbating I done any anal play. Ihave been thinking a lot lately about doing anal so it did kinda work out. I really enjoy sex and I would never get tired of a dick inside my pussy, but I have just been wanting to explore what else is out there. Well some how I got this thing inside me and I finished masturbating and I have yet to take it out. It really is quite comfortable when it is just sitting inside you. Im debating on weather I want to sleep with it in, or if I should be proud of my accomplishment and just take it one step at a time. I think I am going to masturbate one more time and then decide. If it were your first time consciously doing anal play on yourself would you sleep with the but plug in or would you take it out? Keep in mind I do plain on masturbating when I wake up in the morning!???!!!??
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
For about a year now I have been stuck on this guy for some unknown reason…. I’v been quite proud of myself lately because the last time we were together I DIDN’T sleep with him. I mean, I did blow him but I feel like that is a step in the right direction.I managed to keep him out of my head for a few weeks now until he texted me on Easter. I was doing so well!!!!! now of course I dreamed of him all night after his text and then the next day my good friend brought his name up in conversation.On that particular day I had a lot of sitting around to do and there fore thought of him all day as well… The funny thing is we NEVER dated!!!!!! I mean We would go on tour and spend vacations together, but we weren’t really close… Yeah we fucked, but we weren’t intimate…. We didn’t even know much about each other really!! It has taken a lot of dreaming and day dreaming to figure this whole thing out and I am happy to say I think I finally have a handle on it. I have decided the reason I like this guy so much is because we are so much alike…!!!!! We both like the same crowds, the same parties, worked with the same company, even like sex just as much, and share a similar taste in females. I am thinking that if I can find a way to remind myself every time on why I’m so drawn to him, maybe… just maybe I will be able to get him OUT OF MY HEAD. I don’t like being emotional and unsure of myself! I want the thought of him to just blend in with any other regular thought…. I hope with my new findings I am one step closer to being over him. But until then I am just going to keep myself busy with work and try to forget about the whole thing.
