MOVING ON

So I am still with the guy that I used to super trip over and it is the weirdest thing because I am not even caught on it. Today was a big eye opener for me! This guy looks ten times better now then he did when we were fucking and for some reason I am not attracted to him at all. He is still the best guy I know in the entire world… but I see him in a different light now. It is a crazy thing when some one wrecks your mind and heart on accident and then you still have to hang around him all the time. I am happy to say that I am able to move on and now become friends with the guy. I am here when he hooks up with chick after chick and it is totally cool for me. I know that we will probably not be hanging out like we did last summer at his beach house and in the city, but I am okay with that… I am involved in a lot of new things and I am excited to explore the new things. The whole thing reminds me of the time I moved away from Atlanta Georgia. I left to shoot in la one day and then I never went back. I miss the good times and all but I was then and am now drawn to new experiences. This guy like Atlanta were things I was moved away from before I think I would have chosen to be, but in the end it was all for the better. Moving on is a big part of every ones life and thats how we become better people. I am not going to lie it hurt a lil in the beginning, but now I feel like a stronger and better person.