Browsing all articles from September, 2011.

MOVING ON

So I am still with the guy that I used to super trip over and it is the weirdest thing because I am not even caught on it. Today was a big eye opener for me! This guy looks ten times better now then he did when we were fucking and for some reason I am not attracted to him at all. He is still the best guy I know in the entire world… but I see him in a different light now. It is a crazy thing when some one wrecks your mind and heart on accident and then you still have to hang around him all the time. I am happy to say that I am able to move on and now become friends with the guy. I am here when he hooks up with chick after chick and it is totally cool for me. I know that we will probably not be hanging out like we did last summer at his beach house and in the city, but I am okay with that… I am involved in a lot of new things and I am excited to explore the new things. The whole thing reminds me of the time I moved away from Atlanta Georgia. I left to shoot in la one day and then I never went back. I miss the good times and all but I was then and am now drawn to new experiences. This guy like Atlanta were things I was moved away from before I think I would have chosen to be, but in the end it was all for the better. Moving on is a big part of every ones life and thats how we become better people. I am not going to lie it hurt a lil in the beginning, but now I feel like a stronger and better person.

SUPER CLUSTER FUCK!!

So this evening I started with leaving my id’s in my hotel room. I got all the way to the club and then realized that I lefyt my shit in the room. I went all the way back to the hotel room in the HARD ROCK hotel form AREA…. Super awesome experience  because when I got there I got my ID’S but left the key in the room. Whatever we got a new room key and then I went back to the room. I must say I cam back so disappointed because the chick we brought home with us went ballistic! This bitch was hitting ppl and throwing things…., super crazy!.. I am just happy I didnt hit her back. She did leave her phone here so I am going to have to return it.

MY FAVORITE POSITION WITH HIM….

So I have been here in Vegas for two days now and I am happy to say that I haven’t gotten too fucked up yet! I mean I did go out last night but I was in by 4 and up by 7:30… I am here with the guy that I was having such a hard time getting over for the past year… I am with him every time we go on tour only this time I am not really bothered by it. I am not uncomfortable around him any more and I even slept next to him last night and we didn’t fuck. I am trying not to sleep with him because I don’t want to mess with my head any more over this guy. I think the reason I have finally gotten over him is because “Mr Lay it Down” has been fucking the shit out of me the entire week prior to being here. I super miss his cock and its the only thing I can think of all day long…. I want to be laying flat on my tummy and have him on top of me kissing my neck as he fucks me from behind. It is my favorite position whit him! I am missing the way this guy can kiss, he is so passionate that it makes me so wet when our lips touch. O goodness just thinking about it makes me wet! Well on that note, I am going to bed now with this on my mind so hopefully I can dream about it all night long. Kiss kiss

HARD ROCK

So I have been in vegas for 24 hours now… I am still able to stand and still able to function. I will be here all week long. Today we are going to drive around to all the stores and drop posters and signed dvd’s everywhere. We have a super intense weekend plained ahead of us. We are going to hit up all the hott pool parties and all the hott night spots this weekend! I really and nervous about all this. I am an extreme party girl and placing me in this environment may cause a situation. I really cant believe I will be here for a week. This shit is crazy!

GET IN, GET DONE, AND GET GONE…

The rules to the single life are never really clear and differ from each person… Now, as a single girl of over a year now, I have found that it is difficult to find another single some one that plays by the same rules as I do. All the guys and girls that I meet these days are so needy… they want so much from me all the time . I am a super busy chick who has the hardest time just sitting still. I also get board very easily so you could understand my need to always be switching things up… Some how out of no where I found the perfect guy for the job! “Mr Lay it Down” is the first guy I have found in L.A. that is good looking, not creepy, amazing in bed and plays the game the same way I do!

Tonight was my last night in town, right! Well I talked to “Mr Lay it Down” this afternoon and made arrangements to come over to get my fix before I am gone for two weeks!  So I get there and we went straight to a bj in the kitchen… It didn’t take long for us to head to his bed and just have more mind blowing sex and then I shower, get dressed, smoke a bowl and then I left. It was exactly what I needed. I made it home sober and at a decent hour! It was great because I got in, I got it done, and then I just left. He didn’t mind at all and he hasn’t gotten all weird about this trip Im leaving for in the am… I am leaving L.Al tmw and I will be headed to vegas for a week! I am super tired and so sexually satisfied that I am about to pass out. Night

TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROL

This weekend was crazy…. I am sure that I drank my body weight in  alcohol and red bull. I guess this is what happen when I have too much time off. I dont even really remember what all happen and where all I was at. I think it started at “Mr Lay It Down” pool one afternoon, then to Harpers, then to Hollywood, then back to harpers, then to some house party, a lil sleep, then to a pool party, then to another pool party, then to a friends house, then to Hollywood, then to the guy from Glee house, and finally home. I did all that in a mater of two days. I definitely got it done this weekend. Sadly i didn’t get laid but you cant win em all! On the other hand I am happy to say that I didn’t loose anything like a cell or my id this time!!!!  I slept this morning till 11:00 and my god it was necessary! Today I am going to run a few errands and then come home and pack. I am headed back out on another tour of the west coast for the next two weeks. I am glad to be working so much because i get totally out of control when I have too much free time, but I sure am going to miss “Mr Lay it Down” and the way he lays it down! It is going to b another two weeks before I get laid…. its a sad sad story!

TOO MUCH JAGER….

I never thought that I would say this, but I drank WAY TOO MUCH JAGER last night. I mean good god. I am still hung over and now my friends have some how talked me into going to some pool party. holy shit this shit is crazy! I dont remember a thing about last night!!!! all I know is i woke up in my bed this morning alone thank god! I started my night in Tarzana then to Hollywood then back to Tarzana and then to Chatsworth. Well any way I am headed out for more. Wish me luck!

MIND ERASER

Well I had a nice week of playing around all weekend with a new friend…. I am not going to lie, I did a lot of drugs and drank a lot a lot of Jager but I don’t regret any of it! I really had a lot of fun breaking out of my shell I have been in lately. I think I can finally say I haven’t thought of a certain some one in quite a while now and that in itself is just awesome. I have been having the most mind blowing sex with “Mr Lay It Down” all week and its now the only thing I can thank about. It feels good to finally, after so long, feel whole again. I know it sounds cheesy but thats just the only way I know how to describe it. Its funny because they say time heals everything, but I gave it time and that didn’t work…. one week of the best sex I have ever had in my life and Im happy again.  The perfect dose of sex is like a mind eraser…. it takes out the bad memories and replaces them with thoughts of being underneath some one cuming! And you cant go wrong with thoughts of that all day! Well either way I am off to bed. Night every one. kiss kiss

CANT GET IT OUT OF MY MIND

Its just the most awesome thing…. I had amazing sex two nights ago and it is still making me in the best mood ever. All day long I just get flash backs of Mr Lay it Down and I super fucked up fucking all night long. I will be doing normal things like eating with friends or just watching TV and images from that night pop into my head. My chest is sore from where he would hold me down so he could fuck me that much harder… I am constantly running my hand across where it is sore just to remind my self how that got there. My tummy muscles are so tight from how much I used them to fuck for so long and so hard all night long….  I am not hating life right now! Today I have to head out and get my nails done and then it is off to 6 flags for the afternoon for some fun with my friends. I have got to do something exciting to distract me from my thoughts of the other night because I cant get it out of my head.

SEX ON MUSHROOMS

I don’t even know where to begin on this one. I guess before I get into the night action, it is only right to tell you that the Day was quite amazing from the beginning. I got loads of weed from the store and because it was 420, every thing was super cheep. I made sure to spend the hour of the day (420) with my best friend and we smoked a massive blunt, had a few weed brownies and smoked hookah. I stopped at few more friends house that afternoon before I was headed to the final destination for the Holiday… “Mr. Lay it down”

I walked in the door and we laid out all of goodies for the day. The scene was quite amazing….. lots of mushrooms, lots of weed, and lots of alcohol. Im not sure if it was the excitement of what fun were going to have that night, or if its when I looked up at him and instantly remembered how good in bed he was…  This guy is insatiable!!! We fucked for a good hour and my god it was amazing. I then cleaned up and got ready to head out for the evening because thats what the plain was. We decided to take a shot or two before we left and to smoke a bowl. Well then we just kept taking shots…. Then we took mushrooms… more shots… and more mushrooms. Needless to say we never left the house at all. Its is so funny because either of us are the kind of people to just hang out all night with one person alone and expect to still want to fuck them by the end of the night . We played games on the arcade thing that he has next to the Jage dispenser, he played his guitar, I danced, we just played in his house fucked up on mushrooms all evening long.. We would just randomly start fucking out of no where. we would be taking shots or just playing a game and then all of a sudden we would just start fucking. We had sex for about 7 hours… NO joke about 7 hours. I remember at one point I was riding him and I was cuming so hard ant the effect from the mushrooms made it all that much intense. The room was spinning all night long and every time his cock slid deep into me I would just go crazy! By the end of the night the bed was so wet we had to change the sheets completely and lay padding down. We finally had had enough around 7 in the morning and passed out. We woke up this afternoon around 4 and instantly continued to have sex. By this time the mushrooms had worn off but i am telling you he is insatiable…  I am not even going to lie but it was the best sex of my life!