Browsing all articles from September, 2011.

RECHARGE RITUAL

I made it!!! Wow that was a long two weeks in Texas! I just want to thank every one I met along the way and I hope we will meet again soon! I really had a blast with all of you! Between the long days of driving and the fun activities the state had to offer at night, I am exhausted. Last night, in Houston, I drank so much Jack Daniel’s Green Label that I was still drunk when I had to get up this morning to go to the air port. Our flight left at 9 am so we were up and out the door at 7 and I was so fucked up… It was a long morning of traveling in the condition I was in, but i made it home in one piece with all my stuff by noon. I did manage to leave my phone in Texas, but my friend will be bring it back with him when he returns on monday. I have my old phone  activated for now. I have spent the entire day on my couch watching movies and eating pho. I plain on keeping my phone off and not answering any emails or messages until tomorrow morning. I am so happy to be home and get back to my normal self. It was tough with the distraction of my past lover around all the time and not being able to hug and kiss or even joke with him like we used to. But I know that now since im back home I will be able to focus on work and not on my “girl” emotions. Tomorrow I will be spending the entire day at the spa as a part of my recharging ritual. For now Im going to watch another movie and smoke more weed. Till tomorrow…. kiss kiss and good night!

Home Stretch!

Well we have been on the road now for about two weeks and I must say it has been very exciting! We have seen and been through so much! I have found a new love for the term BBQ and I have also expanded my lil tummy as far as it can go on account of that term! I really had a lot of fun all week long through the sate. I had a blast at Carnaval and I am excited about the Rodeo tonight. We have a few more stores to hit and then we are off for the home stretch!

BECOMING THE INEVITABLE

So I know that I am a female and all but sometimes I have the mindset as a man….. This trip to Texas I tried the whole time to play it so cool with this guy that I slept with all of last year. I have never been depressed before in my life until I met this guy! I am not really sure what it was that I like about him, but it could have been the lack of commitment that it took in order to keep him, or it could have been the different kind of attention he required in order to keep him!!! Either way we haven’t talked for a year straight and now I am in the position to spend every night in a bed sleeping next to him! It has been the hardest thing to not have sex with him through this tortuous week.  As I have stated before I would rather torture myself sexually rather than torture myself emotionally! Either way, after spending so much time whit this guy I had no choice rather than to have sex with him! I got so horny that I sir came to the one man that has ever hurt me. I am not sure who this makes me as a person but I do know that I will be spending the next few days trying to figure it out! Good night for now! I have another long day a head of me! Kiss kiss for now! c ya tmw!

THE DEATH OF ME

Today was just like any day here in Texas…. It started with a team breakfast and a lil chit chat in the hotel lobby ! This morning seemed to run a little more smoothly than others, but it was pretty standard non the less. When we started out we knew we had a long day and lots of stores ahead of us and yet some how we were all shocked when the leader of the caravan was driving like a maniac… Right off the bat we did about 4 u turns and ran two red lights… By mid day we had broken so many laws on the road we could have all been locked up for a long time. All of a sudden we are speed racing to this store and out of nowhere this truck merges into our lane and is damn near running us off the ramp. The truck made contact with our truck and my driver immediately slammed on the breaks. The mirror of our truck bent all the way back and left a huge scratch on the truck that ended up being inches away from the passenger set I was in. With in a matter of seconds of the truck scraping along the side of ours I had my seat belt off and was moving to the center of the vehicle so I didnt get crushed too. Suddenly we came to a dead stop on the interstate and we were safe. I will never for get this day because it was almost the death of me! We are in the hotel now regrouping and then we are off to dinner and then to visit more  stores! I am definitely taking jager bombs before we head back out!

HOUSTON

Well it is about 8 am here and we are about to set out for the day! I have to say I am a lil nervous about this whole thing! If we drive around town like we did yesterday,  its possible that there may be a big accident! I am taking lots of pictures of all this craziness! I just don’t know how to get them on to my computer. I will have my web people make an album when I get home and post it in my blog. I would also like to add that my no sex spell is over….. I was unable to resist the man knocking at my door in the middle of the night. The night was starting so well…. we snuggled up like we do every night and I fell asleep! Everything was going so well, until I woke up to a man rubbing by body. My skin seemed to be so sensitive due to lack of attention that I couldn’t stop his fingers from running up and down my chest. The next thing I know I am naked next to him and he has his fingers inside me. My pussy got so wet that you would think I sprung a leak. Needless to say when he put his cock inside me I instantly  came…. I lasted a week and a half and just gave it up on account of touch… I am not upset about this… I will take it for what it was…. JUST SEX!

CLEAR COAT

I was painting my nails today as I made the official decision that I am a big fan of clear nail polish…. I was rationalizing to myself on why I don’t get french tips or Red or any straight color  for that matter on my nails!!!?!?! I came to the decision that I am just a clear coat kind of girl at heart!!!  As I was trying to figure out why I was so drawn to the absence of color I decided to smoke more weed. I am not sure if it was the fumes from the polish that made me come to this realization, or the weed…. But I figure my polish selection had a lot to do with my personality. I don’t have fake tits, lips, nails, tan, hair, or teeth… I don’t have a fake attitude, opinion, or demeanor…. I don’t even tell fake stories, perform in a fake manor or participate in fake functions… I have come to the conclusion that I am just an all natural kind of girl. Its amazing because it only took me a half an hour to straighten and apply the clear coat to my nails, but I gained a life time of knowledge about myself. I know I sound like a Master Card commercial but it is true. Now if I could only apply my new outlook to the decisions I make about men I would be in good shape!

Anyway those are my thoughts for tonight…. I am off to bed for now, I have a long day tomorrow morning! Houston I will be filling your stores with my posters and some signed movies… Be sure to stop your local store and pick up your copy of me! kiss kiss for now! C ya tomorrow!

WATCH THE FUCK OUT!

This morning we set out to visit the stores here in Houston, and o my god did we hit the ground running! I really thought we were going to run some one off the road. These guys were driving around like we were in sports cars! Min you we are in a Penskey truck and an escalade. When I tell you we were doing about 75 in a 30…. I mean we were doing about 75 in a 30! Luckily no one got hurt and we an our vehicles are all in tact…. I think we are going to hang here in the hotel for a few minutes and then we are going to head out for dinner. I am thinkin we will probably hit a few more stores before the end of the night, but for the most part it is time to chill for now. O yeah…. We just picked up some whip its and Jager…. This should be an interesting night!~

DIRE NEED

I am so horny it isn’t even funny any more!!!! Last night I dreamt of masturbating  in every dream I had. The funny thing is I am sleeping in the same bed as a man that is 100% capable of fucking….. The only thing is that I used to sleep with this guy last year and I kinda developed and emotional tie to the guy….. I have decided I would rather torture my self sexually than torture myself emotionally. This is like being in between a rock and a hard place and I have four more days of this. It will officially be the longest I have EVER been without sex since I was 15…. I am not sure if this is an accomplishment or if it is just sad, wither way the shits real!

CRAVINGS

So after a long day of driving and visiting more stores all I wanted to do was jump in the shower and get my muscles to relax, so I did! As usual, when I take a shower, I turned John Mayer on and made the water super hott to make the bathroom warm before I took my cloths off. As I was setting my music to the right song all I could think about is my amazing bed and my little buddies. I am so craving a night alone in my room with my music and candles and little guys. I think I have been on the road so long that I am now delusional… It is funny to me that you never really know how much you miss the things you use on a daily basis. The last thing I am really craving is COCK!!!! Like, I could totally find a guy to fuck on the road as a random, but it has been so long that I don’t just wanna have sex…. I need a man to do it right! I am craving my usual life and I promise as soon as I get it back, I will never complain again! Well I am off to bed for now…. I am super tired. We are waking up really early again tomorrow to hit our firs stores in Houston. Night everyone!

MAKIN IT HAPPEN

This Texas trip is all about promoting charleychase.com and all of my movies that I have in stores. I must say that we are kicking ass out here and we are only half way done. Tonight we are resting again in San Antonio and its super cold. We have a few more stores to hit tomorrow morning and then we will be out to Houston. I hear it is freezing in Houston too. I think I am going to have to stop in at a a store and grab another jacket. Well Today was a super long day for me and tomorrow we will be getting up early as well, so I am off to bed. I am crazy tired! Night kiss kiss