I ahd a blast last night at the Puba party with all the Puba girls and fans! We were at Page 71 in Studio City and it was the perfect evening. I even met a guy that I really think is soooooo fucking hott, I cant stand it! I have been on set with him before, but I have never worked with him. I hear he has an amazing cock, and I just wanna try it out just one or two times! Any way, before the puba party started I had a hell of a day of pampering and preparing for my Havasu weekend. I bought enough alcohol to supply a small army! Me and my room mate along with another girlfriend are all leaving today around 3 for our last whoo raw of the summer. I cant wait to be half naked in the sun all weekedn long. When we get there we are going to check into our room and then we are headed to Cocomo’s for a proper kick off to the weekend. Our friends have crazy tricked out boats and we even rented a few ourselves. Fuck a party on land… we make our own islands of one boat tied to another in the middle of the lake and super get it done. It is like a floating mass of boats full of chicks in pasties and perfectly fit men. It is definitely the place to be for this Labor Day holiday! Well I am off to grab a few more things and then it is time to pack. I hope youall have a safe and awesome weekend. I am not sure I will be able to function enough to blog when I am there so I will fill you all in when I get back. Have a safe holiday!

My last night in Chicago started at Harry Cary’s Tavern across the street From Wriggles Field. I ventured in all alone at first because I was tired of sitting in the car. I ordered a shot of Jager and had a perfectly chilled martini while chatting with a local man at the bar. I was really enjoying my freedom from my “group” of guys I was with for two week straight. I am a very social girl and sometimes it is hard for me to be around the same people for too long, so conversation’s with strangers always help. The boys finally cam inside just in time for my second martini. I would have already gone into the stadium to get autographs, but we were meeting a client for food a drinks, so there was no time for the “fun” stuff. When we did finally make it into the stadium, it was jammed packed of people. At this point I already had a small taste of “freedom” and I wanted more. We found our seats and hung out for a bit, but then the boys took the client for a walk around the historic field. I saw this as my chance to escape. I wondered off back to the Captain Morgan bar down stairs and enjoyed a few more shots and another martini. I guess I lost track of time, or got wrapped up in meeting some one who claimed they were Garrett Jones, that I totally forgot that I was supposed to be hanging with my friends. I tried to give them a ring once of twice, but I was very distracted with an offer to go into the locker room area as the players were on the field. Now, weather or not this would have happen, I knew I had to get back to my friends. I went to where I thought the seats were, but they weren’t there. My next thought was to go back to Harry Cary’s because I am sure that they would know to look for me there. Sure enough, My friends found me and we said our good bye to the clients and headed to the hotel. We had to drive all the way to Milwaukee to sleep because we were catching an early flight out. I remember feeling the wind on my nipples as I hung topless out the side of the car, I remember singing at the top of my lungs, and I remember giving the driver an intense head rub… After that, there isn’t much more. My alarm went off at 7:30 the next morning and we were headed to the air port. I was lost, then found, then all of a sudden homeward bound. I slept the entire time on the flight home so it seemed to be a quick flight. When I landed I only had two things on my mind. PHO and WEED! The moment I acquired those two things, I was set for the rest of the day! I ate, smoked and watched movies until I passed the fuck out around 12. I am now headed out to the spa with the girls… I have a long weekend of partying to get ready for.

Today was our last day of working in Chicago. We had meetings with store owners all day long and it seemed to be so hot all day long. I think they say that it was the hottest day of the summer today! Well either day, we got it done. We are staying only one more night here in Chicago and all of tomorrow. I am at the hotel right now with an ice cold bottle of wine that I cant wait to drink. I am browsing through the in room movies with the guys right now. We are all gonna hang here like one big happy family and watch a movie together. It doesn’t look like I will get the chance to masturbate tonight, but there is always tomorrow morning. Till then, good night every one. P.S. Tomorrow is a Tuesday!

Yesterday I went to my first Yankee game ever. We had the best seats too, it was great! We were at row 10 right behind home plate and we saw evereything perfectly clear. We got to the game early so we could see the players warm up and maybe get some autographs. I guess a lot of other people had the same idea, because there were so many people there that we couldn’t even get to the first row. We hung out for a bit and watched the guys warm up and then we went to find the bar. I ordered a martini and it was the size of a shot, so I then resorted to beer. I never drink beer really, but for some reason the baseball game made it tolerable. I actually drank five of them with no problem. The game was great and the Yankees won! After the game we hit up a few bars to get some Chicago night life action. The first one we went to was haunted. It was the place where the Saint Valentines massacre happen years ago. The owner of the bar took us on a tour of the building and it was super creepy. The bar was a really little place with only a handful of people in it. Me and the guys started talking with the bartender and some how we started talking about things that turn us on. She quickly admitted she like bestiality and anal sex. She just threw it out there like it was a normal thing. We were all pretty blown away! After a few shots there we headed to another bar down the street for more drinks. We grabbed shots and headed to the patio to sit down and relax. As we were chilling out side, one of the really drunk guys from the previous bar came strolling in. He was so drunk and so loud, it was pretty funny. After a few rounds we left to hit another bar that was close by. This place was crazy! There were lots of people there and they were all so very different and  interesting. It was a packed chill spot if that makes since. Some time around 4 we left and headed back to the hotel. I don’t really remember much from there, but I have flash backs of getting laid. I didn’t wake up today until 12:30 today, it was amazing! We didn’t have to work so we went to go see Avitar in 3-D on the I-Max screen. This was my second time seeing the movie, but this was the extended version plus the movie kicks ass any way! After the movie we went to grab a bite to eat and then hit the batting cages to hit a few balls. I am now back in my hotel bed out of the heat and ready to hit the sack. I am going to masturbate and then Im out… Night to all. Kiss kiss

I pulled into Chicago some time around 12:30 last night. I was super exhausted from an entire week of touring with Exquisite  and Tommy Byron Pictures. We started our tour in Minnesota, then to Milwaukee, and now I am in Chicago for the next four days. I have to say, I am totally in love with this city! When I left La I forgot to bring my weed… I tried to  get pot ever since I got here, and the only thing I could get my hands on was this god offal mid grade shit. I am really appreciative of the effort the guy went through to get this for me, but I really had no idea that there was pot that was that bad. I tried for three states and I guess there is no such thing as good weed in the midwest. Well, finally today I linked up with a guy who has some super bomb shit! I felt like it was the first time I smoked all over again. I got so high that I didn’t know what to do with myself. I spent the rest of the day in a super haze, it was amazing! We have already sold the entire truck load that we had so now we are just going to be chilling the rest of the weekend… We have lots of fun things plained though! Things like football games, baseball games, and shopping. I am super stoked to be here, the city is so pretty and the people are so nice, I love it. I look forward to doing some damage here over the next few days… I hope to see some of you around!

There is a man in my life that I have know for a verrrrrry long time now. He and I go way back to the time I was in High School! I would consider  him to be one of the closest men to me in my entire life….. Tonight he called me and he really didn’t have much to say. I am really not sure why exactly he called me, but he did. I told him I would be coming home soon and he was excited at first and then kinda just drifted from the subject all together. I didn’t really think too much of it at first, but then the conversation continued. I was telling him how I felt about something and he gave me the most vague response in the world, and I still didn’t think anything of it. He and I have such and interesting history, that I would never in a million years think anything was up… Our conversation continued and I could tell that his head wasn’t in the convo at all. I am not one to call any one out on anything so I just pretended like I couldn’t tell anything was up… As I continued with the information he asked me for, he just drifted off into what ever was happening quietly around him, then all of a sudden he hung up!  In a matter of seconds, I received a text message saying “bye”.Now, not only  am I in just total awe, but now I am also stuck with a very large amount of his things at my place. I am not ever going to convince anyone to like or want to like me for any reason…. If you don’t want to be my friend, than I don’t want you as a friend. I would never try to convince anyone to just “put up” with me. I am a super genuine female and I could never tolerate a fake friendship. I am not really sure how this will all work out in the end, but it is now crystal clear that I will NOT be seeing him when I go home. I guess a part of growing up is figuring out the true definition of a friend and a simple acquaintance. I am in the process of learning the hard way at the moment. I am not in love with the situation, but I am excited to learn from it! I see several changes to my lifestyle after this. wow…. way super burned by my best friend. Awesome full moon this was! Good night to all and I hope tomorrow will be a better day…. :/  

I guess it all started on Saturday at my friends 80′s theme pool party. Me and the girls all got dressed in 80′s attire and headed to the party around 3 that afternoon. When we walked in we found three bottles of Jager so we imeadetly started drinking. There was a karaoke machine there playing nothing but awesome 80′s songs…. it was so funny. We drank and sang all evening long, even into some of the early morning. I am not 100% sure when the party ended, but I remember snapping back into reality in the middle of a three some with two friends of mine. We fucked all morning long and finally passed out around 6 a.m.. I woke up some time around 1:30 Sunday afternoon and immediately started drinking with the girl I had shared a guy with all night long…. Naturally we all fucked again and then I had to head home to pack for my flight at 11. Once I got all my stuff together I headed to my girlfriends house to BBQ and play some Rock Band. Some how I was walking from the living room out to the deck and I managed to trip over a water bottle that was on the floor. It hurt so bad and I yelled so loud and  for the first time ever, I broke a bone. I mean it is just my toe, but it hurt like hell! I even lost a part of my nail. I ate dinner and then headed to the air port. I slept the entire way to Minnesota arriving at 5 a.m. I jumped in a cab and headed to the hotel to sleep for a while. Today was our first day on tour and we have a lot of ground to cover. I just wrapped my toes and now I am off to bed. I am excited to go to sleep sober and wake up sober. Tomorrow is TUESDAY, so I cant make any promises that tomorrow will be the same way! I guess well have to see how the day goes. It will be another full moon thought, and you all now how I feel about those…. . Night night.

Recently I have become really good friends with a few girls I have know for a few years now. It turns out that we all live in a one mile radius of each other and had no clue this whole time. We have all been doing all kinds of stuff together like the beach, pool parties, clubs at night, and shopping in the day… girl stuff really… Well any way, last night we all went out to the club and it was funny to see us together. Each of us had our own club style going and each was very different from the next. Tight dress to boody shorts, to long skirts and 3/4 length dresses, we couldn’t be more “Spice Girls”. It has been a really long time since I have had a “pack” of girls as friends, so It is all very different for me.  Each of us have our own personalties and styles so what one of us may be lacking, some one else has. It is much different now, having girl friends, than it was when I was younger. We are all independent woman with jobs and interests of our own so we don’t hang on each other. Strange how we all get along so well, but it works! I am really enjoying my group of girls and I cant wait to see where this all goes. Today we are all dressing up in 80′s pool party attire for a friends B-Day party, then tonight we are going to a pink and blue PJ party… This should be an interesting day!

The day started out quite slowly for me… I woke up some time around 11:30 and was completely rested and full of energy. I had seven loads of laundry I had to put on hangers and I took a shower all before 1:00.. I re organized my bag for work and then I was out the door by 1:30. I had to get to Box Canyon by 2:00. I was shooting a girl girl scene for Vivid with a very interesting girl who, I am sure, was fucked up on something! She couldn’t sit still for anything and she would just rambling about all kinds of things, it was very bazar. I am not a hater, so I was just trying to find a way to get on her level so we could at least relate in the scene. I rolled a joint and took a few shots of Bacardi Rum just to help with my situation. We took “pretty girl” pictures, shot the tease, and then rolled straight into the scene. I feel like I was pulling teeth whit this chick… She had a sponge in due to her period, so she was afraid to put the toy in because she didn’t want to lose the sponge inside her. We finally got it thru to her that she will be able to get it out, so we continued with the scene. Next, she was totally spacing out and then couldn’t handle  the small toy I was using on her. “It is too big” she kept saying, so I used two fingers on her and she couldn’t handle that either. Finally we just moved on and it was her turn to use a toy on me, and that didn’t go so well either! She claims that she is a lesbian, but she had no clue what she was doing so I coached her thru my entire orgasm. We finally finished the scene and It was time to go home. I took another shot and had my driver bring me back to my house. On my way back my friend called and asked if I’d come to his basket ball game at the gym down the street from my house. I changed cloths in a flash and made it to the game by half time. Watching those men sweat made me so horny so I brought my friend home with me to play. We had the most amazing sex for about an hour and then hung out in my bed until my girlfriend came busting in. The next thing I know she is throwing cloths at me telling me to get dressed because we were all gonna go to dinner. I kissed my friend good by and then headed to Los Toros for a late dinner. I didn’t eat much, but I did drink lots of Jager and I even had a Martini… After dinner we headed to Howl At The Moon to see the dulling pianist play the night away. Jager shots were only $4 so we had lots of them. I happen to meet the bar manager and he was sooo cute that I gave him my number…. We danced and drank for a while, then it was time to head home for the night. I don’t remember the ride home, but I woke up in my own bed with all my belongings in sight.. All in all it was a day jam packed of all different kinds of excitement and sex…

You all know how much I love Tuesdays!!!! Yesterday was one of the best Tuesdays I have had in a long time. It started with me waking up around 9:30 in the morning and immediately masturbating, followed by a joint. I checked a few e-mails then finally got out of bed around 10:00. Feeding the little buddies is a daily routine and then I jump in the shower. I lotioned up and then headed to the kitchen to start the muffins I had been craving since I woke up. I tidied up the house a little because I was doing my scene on my own bed. The crew was here around 11:oo and we got straight to work. By 12:30 they were all walking out the door and heading home for the day. I took a shower then imeadetly picked up my phone to called my girls so we could all headed to the beach. It was such a warm day that we were actually  able to get into the water. It was the first time I had ever been swimming in the ocean on this side of the U.S.. After swimming we took a walk and smoked a blunt right by the waters edge. Once 5:00 hit we decided to pack our stuff up and head to the restaurant on the water for dinner. We lounged there for a bit and had cocktails before we all headed home to freshen up for the evening. The first thing I did when I walked into the door is masturbate then I jumped in the shower again. The girls, and a few more of our friends, all met at my place to pre drink before we headed out to the bar. We went all the way over to Sugar Suite in Granada Hills and had a blast.  Some time around 2:00 we left and headed to a friends house that was right around the corner from the bar. We hung there for a bit and took more shots and then it was time for me to call it a night. I called a cab and headed home for the evening. As soon as I got to my place, one of my favorite lays in LA hit me up telling me to come over. I jumped back in a cab and headed to his house to get me some. From there I continued to drink more Jager and I even took a small hit of special K just to spice things up a bit. I smoked plenty of weed and then took a shower for the last time of the day. From there I am pretty sure I fucked till about 7:00 this morning. I slept till about 11:30 and was headed home to shower so I could meet my girls for lunch by 12:30. We had mimosa’s and pasta on the patio seating at a place on Ventura Blvd in Tarzana. After that we went shopping for a bit, then headed to the tattoo place. My girl got her fingers tatted then we were off to the spa. We spent a good three hours there getting pampered and rubbed. A few more girls met us there and then we all headed over to Yamatos for dinner. A few Saki bottles and a big meal later, we headed home to smoke and watch a movie together. I am now back in my own bed and am completely exhausted. And to think…. It all started with the perfect Tuesday!