TO THE RESCUE

I have a dear friend who needs my help… Today is all about coming to the rescue for someone I care a lot about. I have taken the liberty of making appointments at an amazing massage parlor close to her place for the both of us today at 1:30. After I am finished writing this to you all I will get dressed and head to her place to pick her up. I am taking her to lunch and then its massages for two hours! She had a LONG week consisting of several complications. Maybe after she gets a nice rub down she will be feeling back to he old chipper self. On another note, I have another friend that just got in a car wreck this morning and it looks pretty bad. At some point I imaging we will be stopping by her place to make sure she is okay and wont be needing anything. in the mean time I think I will masturbate and smoke a bowl because suddenly there is a quit annoying problem I am having with a friend over facebook so I too could use some cheering up. Masturbation and pot always do the job!

I AM SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU…

Looks like there will be no anal scene after all. I regrouped after the first delay and was all prepped and ready for a second go at the big day… Unfortunately morning of effort number two, I had some physical complications that would not allow me to even proceed to set It sucks because I let so many people down including you all my fans! I am still recovering from the “nip in the but”, and being that they need the movie ASAP, I will not be able to participate at all I am not sure they will even want to try again in the future because of how scrambled of a situation I have put them in. It all sucks really. I mean, I was soo excited and so worked up, and just one cut in the but from my cleaning regimen has put it all to rest! I must have spent the entire day kicking myself because I just felt defeated and over ruled buy such a stupid problem. In this business we expose ourselves to so many risks each day we go to work, (Not that driving down the street isn’t a risk in itself but that is a whole other argument) This particular kind of activity opens up the risk factor ten fold. Your bum has more cells in it than a vag does and that makes even the smallest cut a very big deal.
Well I am not writing this to explain all the gory details, I just want to reach out and say I am so sorry I have let you all down. I am hoping that once I am back to 100% I can try again. Chances are it wont be with such and amazing company such as Elegant Angel, but I will search for another sponsor in the mean time. I hate that it has turned out this way and I promise before I leave this industry one day, i will deliver my ass to you all one way or another!

Now, on a lighter note, it is TUEDAY! I plain on spending the morning at the gym, then the weed store, and at some point hitting up some of the vintage stores I recently discovered in my neighborhood. As I physically and mentally recover from my big let down I am spending a lot of time kinda wondering around like that. I went out the other day and just jumped on the train and ended up in Chinatown. I guess I am just trying to find my place right now and the way I foresee being able to do that is by spending time with myself and exploring new things. Tonight I have a date in Santa Barbra and maybe that will raise my spirits some. I can tell you this one thing though, I may be down at the moment, but I wont be down for long! I will find a way to make this up to those I have disappointed and I will never be this much of a disappointment ever again!

TUESDAY EXACTLY THE WAY IT SHOULD BE

Yesterday started off to be the most perfect day ever. Tuesday Exactly The Way It Should Be every week really. I woke up, checked my web site stuff while smoking a morning bowl and then masturbating. I called up my old roomie Cece Stone and dragged her lil butt out of bed and to the gym. We put in a good work out for about and hour and then hit the showers where the girl talk began. Both her and I are going through a lot of potential big changes in life so needless to say, we had a LOT to talk about. Our girl talk spilled into the rest of the day non stop and it was quite refreshing and needed! We must have driven to every corner of the valley due to distracted thoughts and all the pot, but we only had a few simple tasks to accomplish so it wasn’t that bad. I tried taking my car into the shop to get my AC serviced but as soon as I noticed the ENTIRE service staff had stopped what they were doing to come see what I needed, I left. It is impossible to get anything done when the men who should be doing it are hitting on you instead of helping. Next stop was lunch where we thought was Sushi but turned out to be Chinese… hehe what the hell, it looked good and we were starved so we stayed. After that, we hit the nail place for a good polishing of our ends but that turned into a fiasco as well. We ended up getting up and leaving the first place to head to our old place on the other side of the valley. We waited too long at spot one so we just headed out. Of coarse we got lost going there so it took us till mid afternoon to sit down to actually get our nails started at all. Once we were done we had a brilliant idea to try this new spa by her place so we drive all the way over there to find they are all booked up… awesome! Finally we gave up on the creativity and just went to tan and grab dinner. We noticed Kogi BBQ was going to be in the area ( WE LOVE LOVE LOVE KOGI BBQ). If you have never had it, you should find a way to try it!
After dinner we called it a day and I headed home. I had a meeting about some super important stuff in the evening so I had to get home to regroup for that. After my meeting was dinner at my Favorite Italian place close to home and then back to my amazing bed for some rest. I must have had the strangest dreams last night. As my anal scene nears my mind get more and more strange in the night. I was some warrior trying to fight my way out of a hole that was swallowing me. Super strange!!! Due to my crazy dreams I couldn’t sleep at all. This morning when I woke up I was in a very un motivating mood. In fact I am still in my bed trying to get it together to make it out for the day. Nothing a nice bowl can fix Maybe because yesterday was so great im having a hard time today??? who knows, but I only have a short while to get up and moving, I have another meeting at 2! hehe time to get to it baby!

HOUSE HUNTING

my god, I cant believe this is really happening!! I am gearing up to make big big moves in my life. I cant exactly tell you all everything just yet, but I can tell you this…. I am MOVING soon. I have spent the last month preparing for all of the necessary requirements to get into a first home and I may have found the perfect opportunity. If it all works out I will know by tonight if they accepted the offer. The big move will bring MANY changes to my life. Changes that include being further away from my dearest friends and the industry itself. Now, I am not saying I am leaving the bizz, just moving a bit further away from it. I am 24 years old now and I have been in the bizz for almost 5 years coming up. I have explored just about everything this industry has to offer me, and being that I am about to do anal, the road is coming to a fizzling end. I know this is a lot of info to take in at once, but I have put a lot of thought into this and I am certain I am on the right path. If I get the house and make the move it will give me time to get back into school and start another career path. I have never been the kind of person to do anything for too long, in fact, my run in the porn world has been my longest commitment since I left home at 18.
The fact that I am even considering a new path surprises me in itself. It isn’t like I sat down and laid it all out when I first got in. I guess I just thought it would all naturally dissolve on its own, and sure enough it looks like that is exactly what is happening. I cant say I ever aspired to be some washed up milf that has no chance for any thing else in my life. I had my fun here and learned a lot about myself, so I am grateful, but I am excited about change. I remember when I was in so deep as far as my role in the porn world, and it seams that ever since I met Superman I have been taking one step out at a time. I have to head to the gym now and sweat out some of my excitement. I really am just going to find distractions all day long until I get an answer on the offer… I want so bad for them to say yes. Now, even if they do say yes, there is still LOTS more to do before it is official, but I am making the steps and that is all that matters! I am interested to hear what you all have to say about all this so please dont hold back! CARPE OMINOUS!!!!

I WAS SO CLOSE!

Well as you all know I have been gearing up to do my first anal for elegant angel. We were all set for monday the 30th of April. I spent several days beforehand prepping my body and doing trial runs of how it would all go down morning of. I even cleaned my entire place while wearing a butt plug just so I cold get used to the feeling I would like to say I had some personal trainer helping me ( Personal ass trainer that is) but unfortunately it was a one woman project. The night before and I had the lube I wanted to use picked out and I had the plug I wanted to bring with me, and I was all set for the day. I woke up extra early to make sure my body was on the same page as I was (Ready to Rock!) and then I headed off to set. When I pulled up the directer was standing out side smoking. I got out of my car and the first thing I said was how excited I was for this day had finally come. He looked at me with such confusion. Apparently when my agent and I were talking the night before about some last minute changes, they neglected to tell me that the whole thing may have to be rescheduled because of it. I wish I wold have known then that was the case because my thoughts on the matter would have been slightly different. But I showed up ready to roll any way. The directer took me inside and we talked about the changes and decided it was best to do it another day. I could have kicked myself because I was SO ready for this day and I was all worked up in my head to do it. We looked at our schedules and the day we came up wit is now the 11th of May. I know it seems like it is a while away and all, but I think this is all for the better really. I am confident this will give me a few extra days to work out and polish all my ends before it all goes down. I want to be in ship shape inside and out for this day and the extended time will allow me to be just that!
Now, I know I got you all riled up again only to make you wait longer, But I PROMISE the wait will be very much worth it! I will keep you posted on any new anal exercises I find myself doing and I will get my web cam up again for you help me pick out the plug you want me to bring to set with me to use. Thanks for your patients and support, you all rock my socks off!

THE BIG LEAD UP

Well yes boys and girls, its on. MONDAY is the big day that is… The big ANAL day to be exact. I am terrified and excited all at the same time. I am not sure how my body will respond to the activity when it is done porno style, but I sure am willing to give it a try. I worked all day today at Charleychase.com with my lovely superman, Wesson Wolf. I had a few polishing touches to make on my toes and tan, and now I am home to rinse the day off and head out for an evening on the town. I am doing a date night tonight because, 1… it is the last big meal I will be able to have before Monday after work. 2… It is like the last night Superman and I will have before the whole thing really sets in for him on what I have to do on Monday. He is not very happy about the whole thing to say the least, but I guess only time will tell the results. I work all day tmw and then prep all evening for the big day. I hope you all are ready because god knows ive been prepping for a while!

okay I am off to shower now, have a wonderful Saturday night!

LOUISVILLE BOYS

Its TUESDAY baby. I am up, already cleaned a bit and masturbated I am super stoked about this day for many reasons, one because it is my day! two because my LOUISVILLE BOYS are in town I am going to head to the gym and then go meet up with them. I plain on getting them super duper high on that cali bud then I am taking them to Hollyweird. They showed some interest in the Museum of Death so we are going to hit that up and then maybe tonight we will hit the Dodger game. I have lots to do today so I am going to cut this short. holla! HAPPY TUESDAY!

LIKE I WAS ON LSD

This has been a very interesting weekend for me that all started on Friday. When I woke up I must have masturbated ten times before I got out of bed. Sometimes I really don’t want to get out of bed and the only way that helps is by raising my heart rate, and the only way to raise my hart rate and still be in bed is by masturbating Once my body couldn’t possibly cum any harder I was finally able to get myself up and motivated. I had spent all the day before spring cleaning my place and the only thing left to do was clean my shower. Now, just as promised the day before I did all my cleaning with a but plug in. It was a lil tough to maneuver the way I needed to in order to reach all the cracks, but I managed to get it done. For some reason cleaning makes me horny so once I got out of the shower I had to go for anther round in my bed with the hatachi. Since I was feeling so good, I got dressed and headed out for a lil shopping and me time. I got a basket, some wine and cheeses and headed to the park for an afternoon snack. Once the sun started to set I packed my picnic up and headed to home to get my sexy on. I had a hot date and I certainly didnt want to look like I have been a park all afternoon. I threw on a tight strapless black cocktail dress and headed to this cute lil place in Burbank that reminded me of an old time mob spot or something. We ate snails, sushi, and crab cakes and then headed out for a different kind of fun afterards. The Mob pace was nice and all, but I guess we were just feeling a more relaxed environment. Somehow after driving in circles we ended up at this really happenin place close to my house. We had more appetizers and a few drinks before we hit the dance floor. After that another bar, then another bar… we were all over the place that night. Somehow the last place we ended up at had karaoke. BAD IDEA! I am the worst singer ever, especially when I am drunk. Of coarse I sang a song and then it was imeadetly time for us to go. Once back in the bed, we had the craziest most squirt filled sex I can remember having in a long time.
When we woke up the next morning we were still covered in lube, liquids and sticky stuff. I was a bit hung over so I washed off and headed to the gym to sweat out some of the liquor. After the steamer and a shower I headed off to a costume shop. The renaissance fair was in town for the weekend so we got all dressed up and headed out for an afternoon in renaissance land. I feel Like I Was On LSD with all the fairies and old school characters walking around in there period piece costumes. It was so cool to see everyone in character acting and talking the way I can only imagine they used to act and talk back then. We ate the turkey legs and drank the sider beer as we sat in the field. Too bad there were so many kids there because it would have been the perfect place to smoke a joint. I shopped around the trinket shops a bit and then we headed home. I was so tired from being in the sun all day so I snuggled up on the couch with my boys and spent the evening watching movies and smoking bowls. I ended my night with two rounds of fantastic sex and then passed out so quickly I don’t even remember closing my eyes.
When I woke up this morning it was like I never fell asleep because it all started with another round of fantastic sex, it was awesome! Now I am naked on my couch smoking pot and writing this to you all. I think to top off my weekend I will hit the mall and do some spring cloths shopping and then maybe a movie this afternoon. Ahhh, it really has been the most perfect weekend really I hope you all enjoyed your weekend like I did. Hope you like the picture of me at the fair.

PICTURE TIME

this was a fun day. members who have been members of mine for a while will get access to the rest of the files on my site, but those of you who are not members…. this is all you get. sry :/

Yesterday I spent the entire day inside cleaning and scrubbing every inch of my place. Rearranging furniture, hanging pictures, putting away everything that was out. My brother was here for two weeks and completely destroyed everything. I mean just no regard for how clean this place was when he first got here. any way, I am over it now that everything is sparkling just the way I like it. Im so cozy in my house that now I am having a hard time leaving. I just want to stay here and relax, smoke pot watch and movies all day! Ahhhh, wouldn’t that be the life. Unfortunately I have lots of things to do. I have to go pick my car up, hit the gym, get my nails done, wax, tan, and hopefully a massage before traffic really hits here in LA. I hope you all have a great Thursday and hopefully tmw I will have time to catch you up on my sex life over the past week. I think you will find it very interestingly different. KISSES!

CLEANING HOUSE WITH A BUT PLUG IN!!!!!

This month was a busy one for sure. I am sure the only moment I had to stop and breath was the moments I had last weekend on top of the mountain in Tahoe. It was my last trip of the year on my snowboard and it was amazingly perfect. I think I have found my next step in life actually. I want to move Tahoe, go to school and snowboard in the winters and hang on the lake in the summers. Just that simple hehe well, it sounds simple at least. Any way I know I told you all last week that I was going to be live naked at my house all day cleaning but i couldn’t get my camera to work Since then I have gotten a new one and I m ready to roll today! In preparation for the excitement soon to come I will be doing all this house work with a but plug in too I am so nervous and so excited I don’t know what to do with myself. (That is my way of telling you the deal went through with Elegant and it is scheduled to all go down soon) That is all I can tell you about it for now, but I promise you will be the first to know when and how it all goes down!

Now, I am going to make myself some breakfast and then get my cameras up and running and then maybe my viewers can help me pick out what plug to use first! happy day peeps